Switching Sides | Haikyuu | kenmaxhinata

*8

Chapter 8
1st Day

"Gooooooood morning!" Nishinoya yells slamming open Hinata- my? The door to the room I am currently staying in. I pull my head out from under the covers, I take one look Noya and go back to hiding. "Dude, get up. You don't want to be late." Noya pulls the blanket off me and throws Hinata's uniform at me.

"Says who?" I said with a yawn, "maybe I want to be late."

Noya gives me a blank expression, "we both know you wouldn't do that to Hinata."

"... true."

"Yep, now get dress." He ruffles my hair and walks out the room, I slowly get up and start changing, last night it was dark and I was tired. So when I looked in the mirror without a shirt on, I am shocked. How have I not noticed yet, Shouyo is fit; what the fuck?!

I shake my head, my brain is making me think weirdly, 'is it weird to be looking at my friend's body without consent- that sounds even weirder- shou why do you have to be hot- fit! I ment fit.'

I get dress quickly, but also slowly, and walk out the room and into the kitchen, Noya is talking to Hinata's mom, they both look at me when I come in. "Morning Son, where is your smile?" She looks concerned, I don't have an answer right away, luckily Nishinoya saved my ass.

"Coach made us do extra practicing, he is probably just really tired." He looks at me, "right, Hinata?"

I pick up on the hint, "oh yeah, really tired." Hinata's mom thinks but smiles in satisfaction. "Hurry up and eat your eggs boys, don't want to be late."

I sit down nexts to Nishinoya, "thanks." I say softly, he hums a no problem. We finish eating and put are dishes in the sink, I walk back into Shouyo's room, grabbing his phone, bag, and volleyball bag. I turn around and see Hinata's little sister in the door way. "Oh, morning Natsu, I didn't see you there-"

She cuts me off, "you're not Shou..."

I nervously laugh, trying to act has much as Hinata I can, "what are you talking about? It's me, your older brother." She gives me the stink eye and walk away, I stand in the room. 'She knows.'

Noya walks into the room, he notices my frozeness. "Kenma, what's wrong?" He places his hands on my shoulders.

"Natsu, knows." Saying aloud, my breathing become weak, my vision becomes blurry, I'm starting to have a panic attack. Nishinoya shakes me again, it causes my vision to come back. "Calm down, you are okay. Everything will be okay, just relax."

"Telling me to relax isn't helping-"

"Shut up."

"Ok." I start taking deep breaths, it helps, "I'm fine now?"

I'm really not fine, but I'm gonna lie so Nishinoya doesn't worry about me.

I want Shouyo, everytime I have a panic attack he helps me, even if it's through text or phone call. But right now, I want him here, I want to touch him and hug him, tell him I love him and he just takes it as a joke but always says it back. Then we laugh about it, I want my bestfriend, is that so much to ask for...

Yes, yes it is apparently.

Holy shit- I've fallen in love with my bestfriend...

Holy shit- I'm in love Hinata...

"Holy shit..." I say under my breath, noya pokes my arm, I turn to face him and notice we are at the school, "sorry, I got lost in my thoughts, it's normal." We park our bikes and an Nishinoya leads me to Shouyo's class.