Don't love someone too deeply
Until you're sure that the other person loves you with the same depth
Because the depth of your love today is the depth of your wound tomorrow
Black swan being played , my members and I dancing on it. My comeback is soon and I'm very exited about it, it's going to be amazing. I feel good just thinking about our album and how armys will be happy listening to it.
Jungkook : I'm tired.
My jaw clenched when he started talking . I kept on ignoring him because of my jealousy towards him and Jisoo .
Jimin : Let's do it one more time.
Namjoon : C'mon Jk get up.
I glanced at them and got myself on position. It's been weeks now that Jisoo and I weren't capable of seeing each other. I came back to my house shared with my 6 co-members.
I didn't want to admit that I missed her , seeing her everyday was something that I really enjoyed without even noticing . I wanted to send her messages . more and more as time passed but I couldn't , scared to annoy her .
I texted her once asking if I could meet her but she told me to ask Jennie reminding me that Jennie is my girlfriend . I was so frustrated that I started to be nervous I don't even know why. I wasn't in the mood , I missed her too much .
My body dancing on the song again this time thinking about her and her face seeing me dance on this song that she loves so much.
I remember myself practicing on my own in her house . She would help me with some things when I would perform in front of her .
We weren't like before yet but we were getting closer and that's what mattered to me at this moment .
When we took a break I layered down on the floor and started thinking while touching my watch.
6 months ago
I was on face time with Jisoo , it was a long time ago now , that night I went to Jennie's home to ask her what she wanted me to do to so she could actually be with me . She didn't know that I was in a relationship with Jisoo .
Jisoo and I were talking about us, atleast she was. I wasn't interested about what she was talking about I was thinking about Jennie and how I could ask her out .
Jisoo : I can't believe we're together, I was so scared of you not liking me back ... I'm happy.
I smiled , I always liked Jisoo but I didn't tough about that and only wanted to focus on Jennie. I just used her so I could get what I wanted all this time .
Taehyung : Yeah ...
Jisoo : You know .. I've been thinking about something and I know that it's stupid but I'll really love travel with you someday. You know .. the two of us.
Taehyung : Oh why not ... I mean it would be fun I guess.
Jisoo : Are you ok ?
Taehyung : Yeah , are you ?
Jisoo : Umm ,. Yeah anyways I think that you're sleepy , good night.
Taehyung: Good night Jisoo ...
I was about to hung when she said three word that made me cringe for a bit.
Jisoo : I love you.
I was about to respond but I just decided to hang up quickly. I didn't want her to tell me that she loved me back then , I didn't know that 6 months later I would die to hear her say this to me again .
I felt so bad remembering this, she was in love with me since day one , I couldn't give the love that she deserves.
I suddenly felt the need to travel with her like she wanted too but I couldn't because of my schedule.
I wanted to go and meet Jennie to tell her what I was feeling , not happy . We weren't made to be together at all .
Reading Jisoo's song made me think about ever even more than before , thinking about how sad I made her be and how she was always the one who wanted my happiness.
I sent Jennie a short message telling her that I missed her and that I would like to meet her tonight. She said that she couldn't because she was preparing her album.
I didn't know what I wanted to do at this point but maybe breakup but I was afraid to " regret " doing this .
Guys please stop asking for vsoo moments it's coming don't worry . I just can't make them be close like before as if nothing happened , and you guys are missing so many informations Sksksksksk READ BETWEEN THE LINES !
