Don't love someone too deeply
Until you're sure that the other person loves you with the same depth
Because the depth of your love today is the depth of your wound tomorrow
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Jisoo POV
I woke up with this feeling in my chest .. this weird feeling that didn't let me sleep that night . As soon as one of my best friend called me to tell me that I should join her I got ready very quickly with the worried look of my boyfriend who didn't hear a single word directed to him coming from me even though he was craving from my intention .
He wanted me to look at him at least once and tell him what was going on but I just couldn't answer . Rosie didn't have tell me what happened I just felt that it was urgent due to the ton of her shaky voice .
I left the house wanting to throw up. Lisa kept on calling me wanting for comfort . Crying like I've never heard her cry . I asked her multiple times what was wrong with a trembling voice but she couldn't even say that to me on the phone she said .
When I arrived at Jennie's I saw an ambulance which made me panic and run into her apartment. I felt like my heart was about to burst out of my chest.
August 3rd .
Jennie Kim , my best friend and my almost committed suicide . I saw her dead body and her phone in her hand .
My heart literally stopped when I saw her . I couldn't hear anything not even my friends who were shouting to anybody that wouldn't let them get close to the dead body .
I couldn't move even a bit . I was like frozen in place . I sat down on the ground , and watched them taking her .
I couldn't even cry . I wasn't believing that it happened. Not her , it wasn't her .
I stayed like this all they long , Lisa and Chae stayed on the sofa . Nobody dared to talk. Not even to breath too loudly . Something was missing and we all knew what .
When I finally got up I saw them . Lisa in Rosie's arms . Then stared at me . I bursted out into tears seeing them crying and hugged them like I never hugged anyone before .
That day I thought that my soul had left my body. That day everybody changed in our lives ..
