Don't love someone too deeply
Until you're sure that the other person loves you with the same depth
Because the depth of your love today is the depth of your wound tomorrow
Taehyung : I just don't feel what I used to feel now and I don't want to keep going if it's not working .
Jennie : Are you doing that for Jisoo , Taehyung .
I looked down staring at my fingers trying to respond to a question that I couldn't respond myself .
I didn't know if I was doing that for jisoo , if seeing her with someone else , somebody better than me just woke me up . Seeing her with Jungkook even though he told me that it was nothing and that they were friends made me jealous . Those little moments that I had with her made me feel a way that I couldn't even describe.
We got much closer , now we can have a discussion longer than just « hi « .
I didn't know if I was doing this for me , to be free finally and not telling myself that I'm doing it wrong . That I'm forcing myself into this relationship although her and I aren't compatible. I was always wondering if I would actually find out what I truly wanted .
Jennie : Taehyung !
She got me off my daydream wanting for an answer.
Taehyung : I don't know Jennie ..
Jennie : What do you mean you don't know .
Taehyung : I just don't , what I know is that I can't keep up this relationship that we have . Im sure that you actually want this too . Do you love me ?
She signed and didn't say a word for 10 seconds.. I wasn't surprised, I knew that she wasn't .
Jennie : Do you like Jisoo ?
Taehyung : I -
I stopped myself from talking and thought about what I wanted to say . Did I like her ? This question that kept turning in my head non stop .
Taehyung : I don't know .
She nodded , lost and with a worried expression on her face . I didn't know what she was feeling at this moment and it was frustrating. I kept wondering if she was actually affected by that ...
