The Beta's Mate | ✓

•Thirty One|Something is wrong•

I dropped the pregnancy test.

There was no way I was actually pregnant.

Right?

_♤_

I was at the mall with Avyanna and Avira, we had just eaten and was now taking out pictures in the washroom. My belly felt like it was churning and before I knew it, I was rushing into the washroom stall and pouring out the continents of my food back into the toilet.

"Fuck," I groaned.

I hated vomiting with a passion. Even the thought of it had me weak.

"Are you okay?" Avyanna asked me as she handed me a bottled water which I was thankful enough to chug down the entire water. "The food probably didn't agree with my stomach," I quickly said and didn't think much of it after that.

_♤_

It's the next day, I haven't really been feeling well. I vomited twice since the mall at home, thankfully Spade wasn't around and I did make it to the washroom. I belly hurts and I feel weak and tired all day. Oddly enough, Snow has been crying and won't tell me why.

Something is wrong.

"I have something for you, you're going to kill me but just think about it..." Avira says as she walked into the kitchen.

She takes out a box from her bag and I don't look at it.

"When did you get in!?" I screamed at her. Spade was at training and the door was locked.

"Spade must have left it open," she shrugged and looked down at the box.

Oh.

Shit.

I grabbed the box and read what it was. "Why did you buy me a pregnancy test?" I asked, scanning the box. "Look, I know you said that you and Spade mated a couple of days ago and I know you guys have mated after that and I don't know if he used prot-"

I was angry immediately.

She had no right to assume such craziness.

"What the fuck Avira? You can't just assume that I'm pregnant and assume it wasn't protected sex," I snapped at her. We haven't used protection at all and it's about to be two weeks since we mated. The first time you mate, you're chances of getting pregnant are zero but anytime after that without protection is high.

All the pregnancy signs are there.

Fuck.

I'm so young.

I'm barely even twenty and Spade is only Twenty-two.

"I'm sorry I just th-" she tried to apologize but I cut her off again.

"Just leave..." I sighed.

She looked at me to test if I was joking. When she realized I wasn't, Avira leaves and I walk behind her to lock the door. On the kitchen counter were two tests. I didn't notice that were was two or that she left them.

As much I didn't want to be pregnant, I had to know. I grabbed them both and ran up the stairs.

_♤_

I dropped the pregnancy test.

There was no way I was actually pregnant.

Right?

Tears began to roll down my cheeks as I curled into a ball on the floor.

How can I already be pregnant?

I didn't want to be pregnant.

I'm so young but I can't neglect this child.

The child that I am baring inside my stomach. My hand covers my mouth. I'm pregnant.

How can this be?

How will Spade react?

I grabbed my phone from the counter to see a message from Spade that he'd be home in five minutes. That was sent four minutes ago.

I found myself hiding the pregnancy tests in a place I knew Spade would never find it. I'm not ready for him to know and I don't think I ever will be.

"Baby?!" Spade's voice echoed through the house and I rush out of the room to find him.

"There you are, I need a hug," he smiled when he saw me.

I scrunch up my nose at him," you're sweaty." Spade pouts and the closer he walked to me, the further I backed away. "Maybe we could take a shower together," a devious smile appeared on his face.

I frowned instead-but tried to cover it up.

"I rather the hug."

I guess Spade didn't think much of it since he opened his arms for me to walk into them. How the hell am I going to keep this from him?