The Beta's Mate | ✓

•Thirty Two|She lied•

It's been about a week.

I've tried my best to be better and tried my best not to act different, but today I couldn't hold it in, I needed to be alone. I told Spade that I was going to the packhouse, I know he has a room there that I could stay in. I felt bad. I didn't want him to think that I didn't want to be with him or anything like that but I went anyway.

"Hey, you're Beta Spade's mate right?" A little girl asked me. I almost didn't even notice her. I smiled at the little one," Yes I am, and you are?" I replied with hearts in my eyes.

"I'm Johnny French's future mate, I really like him and in pray to the moon goddess that he'd be my mate," she sighed as she thought of her little mate. I didn't know who she was talking about but it sure was cute. "I'll put in a good word for you alright?" I say which made her eyes brighter and her smile reappear.

"Thank you, thank you!" She hugged me now that I was kneeling down in front of her. The hug felt amazing. Maybe having a little one around isn't so bad.

"Hey, Kizara!" Someone shouted beside us.

Emily.

I didn't know what happened next because I felt a terrible pain and everything went black.

"Beta Spade, something has happened to Kizara, she's in the hospital," one of them told me. I never thought anyone would have ever told me that. So my next line to the pack doctor's statement wasn't a shock.

"You're joking," I disbelieved. "No beta, she's in room seven, you need to come now," he sadly replied.

Fuck.

I threw the phone into the wall and took off running out of the house. She said she was going to the packhouse, I wasn't thinking much of it. How did she get into the hospital?

Unless...unless she lied.

No, my baby girl won't lie to me.

I got there as quick as I could, I ran into her room causing me to halt. She was laying on the bed, asleep or unconscious. She still looked so beautiful, when did she never?

I sighed in relief, she seemed alright. The doctor followed me in. I turned to him," what happened?" I asked. "She slipped or was pushed down the stairs of the packhouse. she blacked out unconscious from there, a little girl found her," he explained. She's gone up and down our staircase thousands of times. Something seems off.

I need her awake in my arms now.

"There is more. I don't know how to say this so I'm just gonna say it, we did x-rays as usual and we saw that she was...pregnant."

My mind went blank for a second. Kizara is pregnant?

She's pregnant.

A baby.

I'm going to be a father.

Zara is pregnant.

"The baby died, it couldn't take the hit, it was going to be a boy."
I world came collapsing. All the thoughts of a family just shattered.

My eyes fluttered open and I winced at the harsh light. My back felt funny as I lift off from the bed. My stomach and head ached. So did my back and side. The memories came back like wildfire.

My baby.

"My baby!" I cried out.

Suddenly, I was thrown into someone's chest. A small sigh of relief left my lips when I was engulfed by my mate's scent. Spade grabbed my hands and pulled me into his chest. "Is my baby okay?" I needed to know that my baby was okay. "Is- is my baby okay, Spade?" I demanded the answer from him.

He had to know. I was in a hospital so he had to know.

"Why didn't you tell me?" He softly asked.

"I...I" I couldn't talk. "Doctor!" Spade screamed and pressed the little red button.

The three doctors came running in. "Is my baby okay?" I tried for someone, anyone to tell me.

"He didn't make it..." the middle one says.

I screamed.

Long tears rolled down my cheeks.

That bitch is going to die.

I felt the needle stab into my wrist before I blacked out again.