Chapter 48

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Spencer's POV:

"... make a double date out if the weekend as my mom is in her nurses conference in Winnipeg!" He is so happy then I noticed a glint on his left paw 'oh my Anubis, Anu proposed to him!' " is that what I think it is?" I asked Zolo pointing to his left paw he holds his paw up and on it is a engagement ring and I squealed then " oh your so lucky to have gotten that!" Tiberus says not even knowing how lucky he is about to be " Thank you." He says blushing Anu is also blushing but it's hard to tell if its embarrassment or happiness then Tiberus gets on one knee and pulls out a box my jaw dropped and he asked " Spencer Ashenglen, will you marry me?" My fanboying side took over "Yes!!!!!" I squeal and he puts his ring on me then I go to my bag and get out my ring and give the box to him " I commissioned it I didn't make it even though it would have been easy to do so." He opens the box and pulls out the ring on top is a heart made of diamond and around it are other hearts in rainbow colors ruby for the red one and the rest were sapphires of different colors the indigo gem was a lapis lazuli and he put it on and said " it means so much that you commissioned it instead of just creating it with your machine... what's wrong?" I sigh he reads me too well but it's a good thing " nothing I'm fine." I fake " your not fine, now tell me what's wrong."  He gives no room for argument and waits expectantly I just look away " it isn't about our future wedding, is it?" " Yes Anu and Zolo get a meaningful wedding because they have to work to pay for it I don't have to save I can buy everything in a instant so it would just be a formality sometimes being rich is not fun you can have everything money can buy but it never has meaning because no work is involved and-" my voice breaks and I collect myself then continue " Tiberus, you deserve meaning in what you receive from everyone especially me I have it so easy that my life feels like it has no meaning in it, I always give never take or tease but people always assume that I'm a narcissist because I'm rich and people think that I'm snobbish and mean just because of my wealth nothing I do is meaningful because it's easy for me to do it but people don't want my help then complain that the rich do nothing I try but they can't accept that I am rich and want to help." The next thing I say is with complete finality " I'm not worth anything." I close my eyes and I don't get a hug I open my eyes to a empty room then I start crying then I'm hugged from behind by 3 different pairs of arms and Tiberus said " your worth is determined by your personality not your wealth or how you feel about your wealth." I use my power to reveal emotional states and my depression was back in full all of their emotional states were positive then I stop using it and Zolo says " A break is what we all need and Spencer I want you to..." he whispers into my ear so Tiberus and Anu can't hear " pay for everything so we can do things like go to Altos or the multiple museums around Winnipeg because its a double date and I don't have enough money for all of it" he leans back and starts speaking normally again " so what do you say?" I knew this would be fun and that I needed a break and Tiberus really wanted to go out with me " ok but I need to know something." They nod as one and Zolo makes a go on gesture " do I bother you by buying everything for you or making it?" They sincerely assured me that it doesn't bother them then Tiberus said " you are important so don't listen to the negativity please I don't want to have to  tie you down to get help if you need it and I will do it if there is need to." And I knew that this relationship would last forever

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