Dance for the thrill of it || Noah TNS || UNFINISHED

Miss you - 30

I run to the lounge, it feels like the whole world in against me. I angrily push the door open and slam it shut. Tears flood my visions I stumble over to the corner and slide down the wall. It feels like my heart just got ripped out of me chest. No one my friends even said anything, that's how much they care. Tears stream down my face like a waterfall running down a cliff. Why her? Why me? Why'd he have to do it like that? I knew something was happening between them... I bring my knees to my chest as I continue to sob, I slowly bring my arms to wrap around my legs and I put my face into my hands. I sit there for what seems to be an hour. I think I've cried until I can't cry anymore, because each time I think about it, I can't cry, I just stare blankly, no emotion. Noah has broken me.

I look at my phone and see that people have been texting me asking 'how I am' how do they think I am! My boyfriend just admitted he liked another girl in front of everyone. I just really want West.... he always made me feel better. Always made me laugh when I didn't want too. Was my best friend.

I just want a hug him. For him to tell me 'it's going to be okay'.

So, I decide to call him. My finger hovers over his name for a little, it's probably like midnight for him right now, since his in England. And he probably needs his sleep. I end up pressing his name anyway and calling him. "Hello?" I hear a sleepy voice ask. But I don't say anything. "El?" He asks. I stay silent for a little longer, not knowing what to say, I hear him move, so I guess he's sitting up now.

"West?" I whimper.

"Ellie? What's wrong?" He asks, concern laced in his voice.

"I really need a hug..." I start. "But I know that's not possible..."

"What happened?"

"Noah...."

"What did he do?"

"Noah... h-he likes A-Amanda... told all of A-Troop while I was in the room." I whimper, still no tears come.

"El.... I'm so sorry..." I hear west say.

"I miss you." I say before hanging up. I put my phone on the floor and put my face back in my hands, then I hear a ding, I pick my phone back up and see that West texted me.

Bsf🤍: I miss you too...

I smile slightly at the gesture, at least someone cares...

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