O.C.D [ Fransykes ]

16. shirtless

Oli's pov

After we are done eating I feel like I ate too much. I hate eating. "Do you need condoms?" My mom says as she takes my plate away. She picked the worse time ever to ask this. I inhale my water and start coughing spilling water from my mouth and cup on myself.

Josh looks surprised and my mom starts laughing. "You're trying to kill me," I say coughing after every few words. I stand up and water spills off of me.

"Sorry Oliv- oli," she says and I feel upset. The water got on my tape. Fuck.

"Oh my God," I say and rush to go to my room. Josh tries to follow but I hear my mom stop him.

- Josh's pov -

When I open Oli's door to check on him hes turned away from me. He's shirtless but I can only see his back. He hugs his shirt to his chest and looks at me with wide eyes. Shirtless.. I want him to uncross his arms and drop the shirt.

Hes frozen like he's caught in headlights. I walk over and confidently kiss him. Hes frozen and it takes a second for him to kiss back. I grab his hips and close the space between us but his arms are still completely covering his chest. Hes crossing them like a dead person's position in a casket. Or like a vampire? They dont cross dead people's arms like that anymore.

I pull away a little and hes still looks terrified. "P-please get out," he says and tears brim to his eye. What? I thought he was okay with kissing? "N-now," he adds and tears fall from his eyes.

"Oh.. okay. Um. I'm sorry?" I say backing up.

"I-im really self conscious o-of my body. It's not your fault, just leave," he says and I look away from him so he wont feel too bad. I'm about to leave.

"I like you're body, but okay. I'll be downstairs or should I go home?" I say slowly back away.

"G-go home, but I'm not mad," he says and I turn around and go to his door.

"Text me when your done changing," I say and leave. Is that why I almost never seen him eat? He thinks hes singly or fat? That's also why he wont let me touch him?

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Oli: sorry for chasing you out

Me: it's okay, but you're good looking so you shouldn't hide your body

Oli: I hate my body, theres nothing you or anyone else can do to convince me otherwise. You don't know a lot about me so you should just drop it. Drop me. If you want to be with a guy Ronnie is available and I'm should he'll bottem or top for you. Sorry this is such a long text but its probably the last I'm going to send to you. I've got major crushes on a lot of straight guys and gay girls and I dont feel like getting a bigger crush on you than I do now and getting hurt because you realize your not bi. So sorry but experiment with someone else and good bye josh.

I read it over a few times feeling rejected and sad. He thinks I will hurt him. I wont- will I? Hes right I dont know a lot about him but I do like him. A lot. I'm not experimenting with him, I'm just trying to get close to him and when we are both ready I might ask him out.

Sex isn't what's on my mind- yes I thi k about it a lot but that's not the reason I want to talk to Oli.

Me: I'm happy you are looking out for yourself but I like you. I'm not just trying to get in your pants to see if I like guys or not. It doesn't matter your gender I like you're personally and your attitude.

Oli: but you're just a jock. I see how those girls fling themselves at you. You wont date me and I understand. But I need trust and since you've only known me for a couple of weeks you dont have my trust like Jordan or kelly..

Me: I'm coming back over so I can talk to you not in text

Oli: I'm in your tree..

Why do I feel so desperate? I rush out my back door and Oli is indeed in my tree. He climbs down and I can see hes been crying. The next words weren't planned or thought through. They just slip out of my mouth.

"Will you be my boyfriend?"

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