Her Plus Seven// BTS Mafia AU (Completed)

12: Nerves

"No, I don't want to today, I have to work tonight."

"Ji Ji you need to learn properly, I know Kook has been working on your knife skills but you need to know how to fight." Taeyong sighs over the phone

"Well it can wait, I have a club to run and tomorrow Namjoon is having lunch with his parents and he asked me to consider joining them."

"So you don't want to be sore." Taeyong concludes

"Or covered in bruises. At least not ones from getting my ass kicked." I add

"Gross. So you and Namjoon really are serious?"

I nod but then remember he can't see me "Yes Tae, we are. I carry his colors and his completed mark. I'm his, forever. But I'm not sure I'm ready to meet his parents."

Taeyong hums "I wouldn't be either. The Kim's have a very large presence, and are very successful and powerful. They won't be okay with just anyone as their sons co-leader."

"Thank you Taeyong you are making me feel so much better." I bite sarcastically

He chuckles "Sorry kid, do you want to talk to Johnny? He's always been your 'I need guy help' guy."

"If you don't mind." I say sheepishly

He chuckles again "It's okay Ji Ji, just let me go get him."

The phone is quiet for a few minutes and then I hear Johnny's voice "I hear my child has a boy problem."

"One, I'm not your child. And two it's not really a boy problem it's more a he told me to think about joining him and his parents for lunch tomorrow."

"And what's the problem?"

"Well about almost two months ago he told his parents about me, and they said they wanted to meet me and he told them and me that he wants me to get used to this side of things before he brought me into the business side and his family so that I'm not overwhelmed." I explain

"So you aren't sure you are really used to things and therefore not sure if you are ready to meet his parents."

"Correct. But I don't know if he told his parents he asked me to come or if his parents are the ones that want me there and he just didn't say that and clearly I'm extremely nervous because what if they don't think I'm good enough for him. Especially since I can't fucking kill people and have yet to be trained in proper hand to hand combat." I ramble on while pacing my kitchen

"Ji, calm down. Let me give you a little knowledge on the Kims. Namjoon's father came into the life as a teen and his mom grew up in it. But she was never trained or involved in anything until her father died leaving her to take over not only his family but his business. And with no help from outside mafias look at where she is now. The Kim family business that Namjoon is expected to run someday, is hers. You'll be fine. They'll understand." Johnny explains

"What if-"

"No what ifs. If Namjoon thinks you are ready then you should trust his judgement kid. Go, and have Taehyung and Jimin help you with your outfit if you aren't completely confident in that. You'll do good and his parents will love you." Johnny assures me

I sigh and run my hand over my face "Yeah, okay. I'll tell him that I'll go."

"Good, go do that and then take a bath, relax for a few hours before your shift at the club starts."

"Thank you Johnny."

"Anytime kid." He hangs up and I turn my blue-tooth speaker on and play my chill playlist.