straight to the ☕
When I was younger I was really affectionate but my siblings and my dad made it that by 12 years old, any physical contact would make me flip out
Meaning I got into many stupid fights in 7th grade, mainly with boys because I was really abrasive and violent and that was the only way i would be touching anyone
Meaning that now 2 years later, pretty much everyone i know from middle school, friends or not, are afraid of me
Meaning that whether i want a hug or not, or want physical comfort or not- i literally cant.
Touch puts me so edge and its frustrating because people think I'm overreacting or am just closed off, but I cant be open
so yay, that's fun
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Randomif you know me irl, please do not read if you dont want your opinions of me to change, please do not read. I'm dead serious, do not. if you're gonna judge me, please do not read I'm actually fine if no one reads🤣 but aye, this is a SAFE SPACE, OKAY...
