•honeypot thoughts• a book of poems

"Hurt"

I don't understand why I been feeling like this,
Maybe it's the late nights,busy days,
Maybe its that my mind is going senseless,
Heart going cold,
mouth getting bold,
Yeah your mouth is getting bold huh?
"you can't just say whatever you want"
well maybe the fuck I should maybe my words should daunt,
all I want is some gratitude
I treat you like a king
where's the fuck the same mood?
I was never one to be needy
I never wanted to be the girl who demanded reassurance
But it's been a few months and now your love feels greedy
the bond we have is unbreakable, irreplaceable,
but your words seem incapable,
your love not attainable,
when we are together it is forever and always like heaven on earth,
but why do I feel like you see me as a Diamond without any fucking worth?
Fall in love with me all over again every day,
I promise to show you my loving support in every way,
But what the fuck is the point in loving each other
when you don't reciprocate this energy I suffer