"Nostalgic"

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spending forever with you sounds like a ticket i can't afford,
your love right in front of me but your hands feel so far,
we take each other for granted,
so used to the presence,
I said I love you and I meant it,
You have my heart but for now you only Rentin,
I miss that honey moon phase, loving paragraphs yeah you sent it,
Received read responded, gave you that same energy,
We on the same wavelength,
But I keep getting thrown off,
you ain't doing nothing wrong, but what you're doing isn't right, feels so tense we're at a standoff,
miss that, "corny like Walmart cornflakes" vibe
Miss that love that made my heart fly like an astronaut,
I know where I stand,
But you seem miles away,
hope we can fix this shit by May,
Still on bad terms might as well say goodbye sway,
if you don't even wanna talk to me what's this mean to you anyway?
I feel like a ghost in ya shadows,
there for you when you need it,
Actions don't match your words, are the highs worth the lows?
all I know,
Is I'm fucking TIRED of feeling like garbage on the ground not even worth being thrown away.

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