It's a holiday but this shit just don't feel right,
my family ties fell loose, maybe that's why I'm trippin right?
two big homies made up excuses not to see their blood,
that's why I spent easter with my mom feeling stuck in the mud,
getting mad at my bro's, but how can I be upset?
when I wanna do the same shit. might as well just let
These feelings burn,
Ashes saying maybe you can learn
From this,
take that tension throw it in the abyss,
But no I took them ashes back let them melt in my skin,
Now I'm red, angry, flaming, blaming shit on him.
I'm so damn sorry for this pain that I caused you,
Going in all the wrong directions because I'm so afraid I've lost you.
can't look into my own reflection,
Can't take back any inflictions,
break this mirror, use a piece of myself to cut open my heart and tell you,
I'm envious of the family you have, it makes me blue.
It makes me every color of the rainbow,
But I need to turn my feelings down, throw this radio out the window.
they say to trust someone you gotta look at their actions,
I can't say these tears will do for any satisfaction,
but you aren't perfect either, words aren't matchin'
like an experiment how come you always reactin instead of being proactive?
how come I let my own problems become what we lashin out about ?
it's too late now to take back anything I've done,
But maybe if I hug the hands on the clock a little tighter and scream I'm sorry to the heavens then you can be the one.
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•honeypot thoughts• a book of poems
Poetryall the poems ive written compiled together. thanks for reading if you do <3 I appreciate any feedback, compliments or critiques! My art is inspired by life in and of itself. I try to create pieces based off of anything that touches me persona...
