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why is it your blood makes mine boil,
why is it I gotta compete for your affection,
can't have time to ourselves shit gets spoiled,
your momma up your ass all the time this shit is the opposite of perfection,
make up excuses all you want that shit ain't normal,
I hate to make you feel this way,
but why do I always gotta be second place,
why lie and say they like me,
When it's a struggle to even see each other,
Man fuck this shit I need a break forreal,
See how's its like without me how it really feels,
Saying I say shit sideways but your logic always backwards,
lemme take a step backwards,
Examine all the factors,
higher the standards,
Let me take the time of day to fix myself, think for myself,
Before I fuck up your well being
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(i wrote this poem and made it a poster for my boyfriend to ask him to homecoming)
We livin on top in dreamville,
Reality hits, come to see its a real Cole World,
So much more life to live but for now we just chill,
In the land of the snakes, this love like a whirl wind,
like jermaine said "I ain't ever did this before no,"
but I think sparks will fly if you join me at hoco?

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