Like Fate - Stray Kids - Lee Felix {Male OC}

Part 4

Felix paced around his apartment nervously, he got home from his classes and has been in a full-on panic since, he couldn't believe he said that, how was he going to explain this to Dojun? What if his friends got to Dojun before he did? What will he do then?

"I have to meet up with him now..." Felix said and started searching for his phone, he got frustrated because he couldn't find it.... He felt his pockets and indeed there it was.

He scrolled through his contacts nervously, his finger hovered over Dojun's name for a little before he found the courage to tap it. He called the boy and he felt more and more anxious as he waited for the other to pick up.

When the boy finally picked up the phone Felix felt relieved.

"Felix?" The boy asked, seeing if the boy wasn't saying anything.

"Oh uh hi... are you busy?" Felix asked nervously, hoping the boy would say he had nothing to do.

"I actually don't have anything to do... and my friend isn't home yet" Dojun said and Felix almost let out a relieved sigh.

"Do you maybe want to come over? I- I have to tell you something and it would be better to tell you in person than over the phone" Felix said and started walking around his apartment.

"Is everything okay Felix? And sure just send me the location" the boy sounded worried and Felix wanted to hit himself for worrying the boy, he probably made it sound like it was something really serious, which it was but it probably sounded 10 times worse than it was.

"I am not sure if everything's okay, I am going to send the location now," Felix said but before Felix could hang up the boy asked him if he should bring something.

"No it's okay" was all Felix said before hanging up.

He looked around his little studio apartment and realized the place was actually a mess, he sent the location to the boy and hurriedly started cleaning up the mess.

He got done just in time because there was a knock on his door, he rushed to open it and saw the small boy standing there, his hair was a little messy, he was wearing sweatpants and a hoodie which was definitely not his, and in his left hand, he held a bag.

"You're here," Felix said nervously.

"Yep and I raided our Ice cream stash, sounded like you needed a pick me up," Dojun said with a small smile. Felix couldn't help but smile at that moment, he felt relieved at that moment.

"Come on in," Felix said and moved out of the way so the boy could get in.

Felix went and got spoons for the ice cream and the two boys sat on the sofa, at first they were eating quietly but Felix felt like he was going to go crazy if he didn't tell the boy what he did.

"Dojun... I messed up" Felix said softly but the boy still heard him, the boy turned to him with a questioning look.

"My friend - Hyunjin - well he followed us this morning and he lost us along the way but he found us again and it was when you were holding my hand and he snapped a picture of it... when I got back to the practice room they all confronted me and asked if I am really dating someone and then showed me the picture and I-" Felix felt too ashamed of himself to continue his sentence.

"You told them we are dating?" the boy asked softly, Felix nodded looking at his ice cream, he felt so stupid why did he even do that? Why couldn't he just say that it wasn't like that?

"Hey look at me," the boy said to Felix, the older looked up a bit and was met with the kindest eyes and smile he has seen in a while.

"Remember I told you, I will help you with it right? Then if this is how I can help you then this is how I will help you... We can fake date until they will stop bothering you about it okay?" Dojun said and Felix felt like crying at that moment... this boy really was something else.

"You'd do that for me?" Felix asked, a little amazed.

"Hey, you took on a guy twice your size for me remember? Acting as your boyfriend so your friends will let you breathe isn't as dangerous as that was" the boy said, they both started laughing when they remembered that day.

"We really met in an odd way," Felix said and Dojun nodded.

"You called me Babe the first day we met," Dojun said and that made them laugh even more.

"There it is," Dojun said smiling.

"What?" Felix asked cluelessly.

"Your smile, you look really cute when you smile, so no more frowning okay?" Felix couldn't help but nod at his words, being around the boy really made Felix feel good, it was as if he had no worries in the world and it was just them.

Before they could continue talking Dojun's phone rang.

"Oh hello hyung," he said when he picked up.

"Hey Junnie where are you? I am at the house mom and dad aren't here... and neither are you? Some of your stuff is gone as well did something happen?" he heard his brother ask.

"Junsoo hyung... I don't live there anymore" he said trying to not worry Felix.

"What do you mean? This is your home, why won't you live here anymore?" his brother asked.

"Uhm I had a fight with them and ended up leaving... I don't want to talk about it right now, please? they might mention it to you... but for now, I am living with my friend Jeongin" he explained and he could hear his brother getting annoyed.

"We are meeting tomorrow and you will tell me what happened okay?"

"Yeah... I have to go hyung, I am studying with a friend" he said and hung up before his brother could get another word out.

"What happened?" he heard Felix ask, he let out a small sigh.

"My brother wants to know what is going on at home... our parents kicked me out when I came out to them and he was abroad for work, and he just got back" Dojun explained to him.

Felix frowned a little "That is so unfair seriously! How can they do that to you?" Dojun just shrugged.

"Wait don't tell me the night I found you, was the night that happened?" Dojun just avoided eye contact.

"No way seriously? But it was so late already when I found you, how could they do that to you... you are so sweet, how could they?" Felix said as his voice started breaking.

He started crying, yes it wasn't him who it happened to but he knows how much courage it takes to tell your parents and they really did that to Dojun, he couldn't handle it.

Dojun saw Felix crying and he found himself crying as well, it was the first time he really cried about what happened. It was the first time he fully let it out and he needed it more than he would admit.

The two boys ended up hugging one another, their ice cream was long forgotten as the two fell asleep holding one another, and tear streaks staining their faces.