You & I... Joe Goldberg

Chapter 17: The night.

[ Joe: normal] [Callie: Italic]

I rally enjoyed being in her presence. It was like heaven let me into their gates, yet I know they wont. Axel is a really nice guy, funny, chill, yet sweet. I have, yet, no problem with him. I cant stop thinking about Abraham. That night he acted like he was the man, we all know his spaghetti noodle body shape wont lay a hand on me. I remember when I was there for her, when he cheated. Not my best impersonation but I was still able to help.

We finished dinner, and we were just cleaning up. Joe happened to bring up Abraham as a conversation. I don't ever, ever, wanna think about him, and what he did to me, specially. "You haven't talked to Abraham lately, have you?" He said softly. I shook my head. "And why would I wanna be talking to him?" I giggled, trying to play it off. "I don't know. Sorry, wasn't my place to ask." He let it off so gently, yet it bothered me. What is he planning? He can't kill Abraham just yet- I need to distract him. "Have you been talking to Charlotte lately?" I asked. He shook his head. "No! Just because she works with me doesnt mean I talk to her!" I laughed. Work? She works with you, Joe? Joe why haven't you told me- we're already dating- you just dont know that yet. "She works with you?" I said, pausing the thing I was doing. You didnt seem to notice. "Yeah, she was looking for another job." You said softly. "Oh, yet you have a problem if me and Abraham have been talking?" I said, now with my full attention on him. "What do you mean?" He said, looking at me, now stunned with my come back. "You know what I mean. Joe." I said, slowly. You stood up, and threw the towel on the floor. "So you think I'm doing something with Charlotte? When I'm obviously talking to
you?" You said, now with ur eyebrows fussed up. "Excuse me? Don't accuse me of these things! I obviously don't care who you talk to, and I obviously don't get why you even care if you dont show any interest in me!" I yelled at him. What am I doing? Why- no- Joe, baby I dont mean it. Your face looked hurt, and I know I hurt you. "Joe..." I said softly while walking closer to him. "No.. No don't even. I try my best every god damn day to impress you! I try my hardest to be the perfect boyfriend-" You said, then trailed off. Im sorry Joe, Im sorry! "No- Don't even." You said, before walking upstairs. Great. Now what am I gonna do?
"JOE IM SORRY!" I yelled, before collapsing into tears.

She cant even say I didnt try my hardest to kill people. This Abraham bitch, I will protect you, Callie. I will be that luck in your life. You really do need me. I am your savior. I know this. What you did earlier, was a warning to me, I know what I have to do now. Thank you for letting me know. I get into my car, and drive over to Charlotte's house.

"Callie! Callie!" A muffled scream woke me up. Axel. Thank god its him. "Im sorry I didnt come out sooner, I thought you guys were laughing.." He said softly. "I said something to him; that hurt him. I didnt mean it." I said, crying into his shoulders. He wrapped his arms around me, caressing me. I love Axel a lot. But the love for him could never max out the love I have for you, Joe. Im so sorry. I have to find you. I get up and look over at Axel, "I have to find him. The night cant end like this." I said, biting my bottom lip while trying to find my purse.