Air Drop au

inner struggle

you're not 'extra'

extra isn't a bad thing

you know what is a bad thing?

letting all these people help you

they're just going to get hurt

i won't let them

but they will

no they won't. i'm going to pay my father back everything

everything will be fine

you'll be indebted to jeongguk

i'll pay him back, i promise

but will you?

yes. yes! i will

have it your way

but that doesn't make you any better of a person. you should just let your father take you in. he was right when he said you don't deserve to live.

i do

i do deserve to live

he wasn't right

are you sure about that? you're nothing more than a dirty rag that cleans the floor

i'm more than that

do you actually believe that?

yes. and so do my friends

do they though? i bet your pathetic crush jeongguk would beg to differ

shut up

no. you know he'll never love you

shut up

admit it

no

he'll never look at you the way you look at him

you don't know that

yes i do

shut up

i'm not wrong. you're worthless. you know that. because i am you. you know your father was right all those years ago. you hurt people. for money.

i didn't mean to! and it was for my brother!

that doesn't mean anything

doesn't it?!

no. because you couldn't save him

no, i did!

you didn't

i could've!

but you didn't. he's gone, because of you

b-because of me...

because of you

i really am a screw up, huh?

yeah. you are

i don't deserve to be around these people, huh

you don't

i'm an awful human being. i'm making my friends worry

that you are

...

numb.