Chapter 39
Hindi ako makatingin ng diretso kay Olzen nang ihatid niya ako papasok sa bahay. Ngayon ko lang naramdaman ang matinding hiya sa nangyari kanina.
I was just supposed to kiss him! But where did we end up? My goodness!
I'm not entirely innocent. I'm flexible to things like those especially that it's liberated in Canada. I've watched erotic movies too but of course, it's a whole different thing when I experience it personally!
I can still feel my legs trembling and the wetness in the middle of my thigh. I can't believe we did that inside his car!
And I'm so ashamed that some advances came from me. Pulling the collar of his shirt just to beg him to kiss me? Damn it!
"Are you alright?" Basag niya sa katahimikan.
I swallowed the lump in my throat and give him a sideway glance. I saw him staring at me, his lips protruded and his eyes were playful and serious.
Tumigil kami sa may pintuan. Hindi ko alam kung aayain ko pa ba siyang pumasok ngayong sobrang hiyang hiya ako sa kaniya. Hinarap ko siya pero hindi ko siya tiningnan sa mukha.
"I... ah, t-thank you." Halos kurutin ko ang sarili dahil sa panginginig.
"Para saan?" Nanunuya ang boses niya.
Nag-angat ako ng tingin at matalim siyang tiningnan. He pushed his tongue on the insides of his cheek, preventing a playful smile.
Why does his question sounds different?
"Para sa paghatid mo sa akin!" And I sound so defensive!
Kinagat niya ang labi at bumuntong hininga. Lumapit siya sa akin at halos matulos ako sa kinatatayuan nang masuyo niya akong niyakap.
"O-olzen!" I tried to push him but of course, that move is always pointless.
He sniffed on my hair and tightened his arms on my waist. Nahihilo ako sa kaniyang pabango.
My heart is beating fast but I feel peaceful. I feel a different kind of peace whenever he's holding me like this. Kahit noon pa man.
"I really miss you..." he whispered and sighed.
Ngumuso ako at binaon na lamang ang mukha sa kaniyang dibdib. Humawak ako sa kaniyang damit at hinayaan siyang yakapin ako ng mahigpit.
Nang humiwalay siya sa akin at hindi pa rin ako makatingin sa kaniyang mga mata. Kinagat ko ang labi nang i-angat niya ang baba ko gamit ang kaniyang daliri.
He smiled and I pouted. I can't help but stare at his face. He's really handsome.
"Mag-uusap tayo bukas. Aayusin natin lahat. You need to rest for tonight." Aniya.
Suminghap ako at nanikip ang aking dibdib. I can't believe we're really going into that. I want to smile but I'm feeling a bit emotional inside.
"O-okay..."
"Pumasok ka na. Good night," he said softly.
I sighed and let go of his shirt. He's towering over me.
"Night..."
He smiled again before kissing me softly. It was gentle and quick but nevertheless, it made my heartbeat wild.
At kahit nakaalis na siya ay nakatulala pa rin ako sa may pintuan. Hinawakan ko ang labi, ramdam pa rin ang kalambutan ng labi niya. 'Tsaka lang natauhan nang maramdaman ang malamig na hangin.
Even when I was on the shower, I can't help but to go over what happened. Hindi pa kami tuluyang nagkakaayos pero may nangyari na agad na gano'n!
I'm so sure that's not Olzen's first. Even when we're in college, I know that he already have experiences. I can't help but wonder if he had involvements too for the past years.
