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chapter 11

i just stood there and stared at aiden, i felt my body heating up and i knew that i needed to go back to my room

i turned around and walked off and as i was walking i felt a tear fall on my cheek but i brushed it off before anyone could see it.

i got in the room and slammed the door behind me, i placed my back on the door and just slid down until i was completely on the floor

my head was spinning and i felt like i was going to be sick so i got up and placed the food i bought on the kitchen counter before i kicked my shoes off, i sat on the couch and turned the tv on. i need something to take my mind off of the situation.

i settled on a romance movie and i got up to go for my food, as i sat down i felt my pockets to check for my phone and the search proved to be futile as it wasn't there.

i immediately flew up out of the couch almost knocking my food over, i felt my heart pounding in my chest as i paced the room trying to figure out where i last had it and how did i even manage to lose it, i was just about to bawl my eyes out when i heard a knock at the door

i was confused because ally said she'd be gone for the night and who would possibly come by at this time of night?

i went to open the door but i was hesitant. i pulled it open slightly to see who it was and there he stood, the last person i would want to see.

"you dropped your phone" he pushed it through the little space that i had made between the door and i took it

"thanks" i said not showing any emotion so he couldn't read me

i started to push back the door but he stopped it. "what're you doing?" i step back and away from the door

"i don't know but i'm not ready to leave" he let himself in and closed the door

i narrowed my eyes and looked at him as if he was stupid. did he really think that i was going to let him stay here?

"you can't stay" i place my hands in the pockets of my sweatpants

"why not?,i mean i know ally isn't here because jay already told me that they were going out" he explained

i nod at his words but i still keep the unreadable expression on my face as i try to come up with what to say next

"she might not be here but i don't want you here so it's best if you just leave" i rock back and forth not making eye contact

"i didn't ask if you want me here i told you i'm not ready to leave yet". what is wrong with him? he doesn't want to speak to me yet still he doesn't want to leave me alone? how does that even make sense

"i'm not arguing with you so do what you want but don't come anywhere near me" i say to him with the intention of him being hurt by my words

i couldn't help but take in what he's wearing, a white T-shirt that makes his tattoos more evident and a simple pair of black jeans with sneakers

"don't stare" he says looking at me

"don't flatter yourself" i snap at him and walk off to grab my food and head to the bedroom closing the door.

i try to gather myself up as i walk towards the bed going through my phone to see texts from ally letting me know that she's spending the night with jay, i shoot her a quick text telling her to use protection then i shut my phone off with a smile.

i climbed in bed and started to eat my sandwich while i scrolled through instagram, once i was done i cleared the bed and went into the kitchen to throw the trash away

as i was passing the living room i couldn't help but notice a sleeping aiden sprawled out on the couch, he looked so peaceful when he slept and i just wish that that innocent face would stay there forever and never leave

i pull my eyes away and continue to the kitchen so i can throw the stuff away. once i was done i head back to my room and curled up in a blanket before drifting off to sleep