love me more <3

chapter 15

i took a shower and got out wrapped up in a towel. i took out some clothes and was about to pull a large T-shirt over my head when i heard aiden's voice, "it'll be better if you let me rub the ointment on you before you put yo clothes on"

i turned around and looked at him "yeah sure but only if you don't look" i said looking dead in his eyes

"nothing i haven't seen before" my jaw dropped. i can't say that i was surprised because aiden is known for having multiple females throwing themselves at him and which straight boy is gonna deny an opportunity like that?

"i'll just need your back so you can lie down on your stomach, you know like an actual massage" he said fixing the sheets so i could lie down comfortably, "yea i get you" i responded

i moved and positioned by body exposing my back to aiden while my chest was eased on the bed

the ointment was cold and my body shifted as i felt it touch me. aiden's hands were warm and i could feel that he was really trying to be gentle, it felt like heaven honestly i could fall asleep right there beneath him.

"nigga how you have so much built up tension, no wonder your back cramping you need to relax" he rubbed the small of my back and made his way up to my shoulders, i felt him brush my hair off my shoulders so he could have more room. his fingers traced down my spine and i closed my eyes enabling myself to take in the feeling

after what felt like 10 minutes i felt his hands ease off of me "okay that's it, you can go cover up now ma'am" he walked away from the bed and i sat up quickly wrapping the towel around my chest

"we're you going?" i asked him with pleading eyes, he raised his hands up indicating to the ointment that was still on his hands "oh" i said looking away. was it that i didn't want him to leave? whatever feeling he gave me i missed it and wanted to feel it forever

i grabbed the shirt that i was about to put on and a pair of underwear, i decided not to put on any shorts since i would probably be going to bed soon. i looked over onto the vanity and my eyes caught the jewelry box, instantly i remembered the bracelet that i had found the day after aiden had slept on the floor when i was fixing the blankets

i got up off the bed and moved my shoulders a bit, my back felt a wholeee lot better and i would have to thank aiden for that.

i went over to the vanity and picked up the jewelry box opening it to see his bracelet

i heard the bathroom door open so tilted my head a bit to see aiden in the doorway. he froze when he saw the bracelet in my hand "where did you find this?" he asked reaching for it

"um the day that you slept in here i found it when i was fixing the blankets, i kept it incase you'd want it back" i explained to him allowing him to take it.

i watched him scan it as he sat on the bed "does it mean anything to you?" i sat beside him on the bed turning my full attention towards him

"yea my mother gave it to me, i've had it since i was young and it felt like a piece of me left when i lost it or atleast i thought i had lost it. thank you" he looked up fully facing me and i felt butterflies in my stomach

"it's no problem really" i smiled at him and he returned one.

"random question" he shot at me and i looked at him "yea wassup?" i replied. "what's your life story?" i was confused at his question but i answered anyway

i began to pace the room "let's see ummm, i grew up in the suburbs of new york with my mom, dad and older sister. our parents grew us to be the perfect children and my sister adapted well but for me i just wanted to be my own person, my mom and dad wants us to be perfect replicas of themselves and i don't stand by that. my dad works for a law firm and my mom is a registered nurse my sister herself is practicing medicine and i'm just the outcast. they'd host dinners inviting their friends and their kids and everybody would be in their 'sunday's best' while i had on sneakers and a T-shirt"

i heard aiden giggle a little and i smiled before i continued. "our parents would make sure that we got into the best schools, lived in the best neighborhood and just have this picture perfect life painted out for us. don't get me wrong i love that they try but i feel like i'm being forced to be someone i'm not and it really does stress me out, that's why this has to work. i have to focus in college so i can prove them wrong, so i can prove that i can do my own thing and it can work without them dictating my life"

by now i had started crying and i felt so embarrassed that i was crying in front of aiden, i wiped a tear from my face and looked up to see aiden getting up from off of the bed

he wiped the tears off of my cheek and held my chin up so i could look at him, we stood there in silence for about a minute and i was about say something when i felt his lips crash into mine. i was a bit shocked at first but then i kissed back and everything just felt so natural

i felt his hands trace up my thigh, he played with the band of my underwear then moved to my thighs. he lifted me up by my thighs and i wrapped my legs around him

he held onto me as he moved over to the bed never breaking our kiss. he placed me down gently and climbed over me "you're perfect to me and you will always be" he whispered in my ear then moved to lie down beside me

i blushed a little as i bit my lip "i thought we were gonna do something" i said not looking him

"have you ever been touched before?" he asked and i felt my cheeks redden

"no" i answered blankly

"that's just it, there's so much more to it than just sex especially when you haven't experienced anything yet. we have time so i won't rush anything" he said and i nodded

"i'm tired" i rolled over and placed my leg on top of him, he held onto it and gently rubbed my thigh

"get some sleep kalani"