When a playboy fall inlove

Chapter 29

Sam's POV

After the meeting with Lucas and after our talk hindi ako makapag focus sa mga ginagawa ko. The thought of being Lucas strived hard to continue his studies because he won't agree with a fixed marriage. Ako rin naman e, kung sakali ngang e fixed marriage ako ng mga magulang ko sa taong hindi ko gusto ay magagalit talaga ako.

Kung noon, hindi ko siya mapatawad dahil sa ginawa niya sakin. Ngayon, parang nawala lahat ng sakit na nangyari sakin noon. Parang sa isang iglap, parang walang nangyari. Yes, I was in pain but I didn't know that Lucas suffered more. Umalis siya sa bahay nila dahil pinagka-sundo siya ng magulang niya kay Astrid.

Walang kasalanan si Lucas, kasalanan to lahat ni Astrid. She make me believe that Lucas cheated in me. Before, I can't handle those pain. I'm to weak. Hindi ako mapakali sa opisina ko dahil sa nalaman ko. Parang mas binigyan pa ako ni Lucas ng iisipin. Dumagdag pa na walang paramdam si Kent sakin, wala akong na-recieve na text man lang sa kaniya. And I wonder why? Because he always insisted to text me, no matter how busy he is.

*rriiinnnggg*

"Hello, Couz?"

"Where are you?"

"In the office, why?"

"Magkasama kayo ni Kent?"

"No, bakit? Is there a problem?" Kumunot na ang noo ko. She look so problematic.

"Can you please do me a favor?" She was serious as hell. What happened? She's not that serious if it's not important. Seriously? People now a days getting weird each day.

"Sure, what favor?" I asked. Wondering why is she serious all of a sudden.

"Break up with Kent already." My heart was beating so fast. Not because  I'm inlove, but because of her seriousness. Hindi ako sanay na nagiging seryoso siya bigla sa sinabi niya.

Breaking up with Kent is never easy. He was there when I need someone to comfort. I know she was there also but when she's not around. Kent is always there with me, no matter what. Pero, bakit bigla-bigla nalang siyang magsasabi ng ganyan?

"What? Are you serious?" I asked. Confuse.

"Do I sound kidding?"

"Seriously? What are you saying couz?" Nagtataka na ako. Hindi ko naman ugaling makipag hiwalay dahil gusto ko lang, that's immature.

"Just do it, Sam! Don't be a hard-headed."

"I'm not! I can't break up with him just like that. He's not doing anything to hurt me, It's not like.. Gusto kung makipag-hiwalay sa kaniya dahil gusto mo lang. What the fuck?! That's immaturity, Dans." Sabi ko sa kaniya. A bit irritated.

I can't just hurt a person because I want to. Makikipaghiwalay ako kasi gusto ng pinsan ko? The heck?! I'm not like that.

"Ayaw mo? Oh sige.. basta wag na wag kang magsisisi. I already told you!" And then, she hang-up.

I was annoyed with her actually, bakit bigla-bigla nalang siyang tatawag at magsasabing hiwalayan ko si Kent. Ganun lang ba kadali yun? Walang ibang ginawa yung tao kundi ang mahalin ako. Ganyan na ba niya ka hindi gusto si Kent para maging boyfriend ko? I didn't see anything wrong with our relationship.

Tinapos ko yung trabaho ko na madaming iniisip. Iniisip ko yung confrontation with Lucas, A call with my couzin Danica. Like, what the fuck is happening?! Lumabas ako ng elevator at diritsong pumunta sa sasakyan namin. Mas lalong sumasakit ang utak ko sa walang sawang pag-iisip ng kung ano-ano. Hindi parin nagpapa-ramdam si Kent sakin hanggang ngayon. What time already? It's already 5:20pm kanina pa siyang maaga nag text sakin.