When a playboy fall inlove

Chapter 32

Sam's POV

Hindi ko alam kung kaya ko pa ba siyang tignan sa lahat ng nangyari ngayon. He's my friend and my boyfriend, nagtiwala ako sa kaniya kasi akala ko hindi niya ako sasaktan. Pero nagkamali lang din pala ako, mali rin pala ako ng lalaking pinagkakatiwalaan. Mas masakit pa pala tong ginawa niya sakin.

"Hindi naman siguro ako nagkulang sayo d-diba?" Sabi ko sa kaniya. His looks is begging. I frowned, hindi ko alam kung anong galit yung pinapakita ko sa kaniya ngayon. Ang alam ko lang galit ako. Galit ako sa ginawa niya.

"I'm sorry, Sam! I-I know I was jerk. P-Please f-forgive me Sam! I-I c-can't lose y-you." Nakita ko sa mata niya na naiiyak na siya. I look away hindi ko siya kayang titigan.

"I TRUSTED YOU, KENT!! HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME?! I NEVER THOUGHT THAT YOU COULD MAKE ME A MISTRESS!! MAS MASAKIT PA YUNG GINAWA MO KAYSA SA GINAWA SAKIN NG EX KO!!" Hinabol ko ang hininga ko dahil sa pagsigaw ko. Nanghihina ako, hindi ko na alam. Basta ang alam ko ay galit ako, galit ako sa kaniya, galit ako sa Asawa niyang nagpost ng picture na yun.

"I was filing my annulment with her Sam! I was, nagpo-proseso pa lang yun. Pero malapit na yung annulmeng matapos." Sabi niya.

"Mahirap bang magsabi na, Sam? May pamilya ako pero nagfa-file na naman ako ng annulment sa asawa ko. Mahirap ba yun? Ha? Kent? MAHIRAP BA?!" I'm frustrated. Sa kalagitnaan ng pagsasagutan namin ay biglang tumunog ang cellphone ni Amanda.

She look in me with worried eyes and then, she showed me her phone. It's dad who's calling. I sit in my chair and get the phone even though my hands is shaking. Damn it!

I close my eyes before I swipe the green botton. "D-Dad" I said. Alam kung galit siya, Alam kung nakita na nila dahil palaging nagfa-facebook ang mga pinsan ko.

"What did I just saw, Samantha Martinez..." sabi niya. He's mad! I know base on his voice.

"D-Dad..." that all I just say for today, I don't know where to start. It didn't sink in, in me yet. I'm tired, gusto ko ng magpahinga. Pagod na pagod na ako.

'Akin na ako na ang kakausap...' Mommy on the other side. I heard my dad sigh. I cried my heart out again.

"Umuwi ka muna, Kent!" I heard Amanda said.

"No! I need to talk to Sam!" Sabi niya. Trying to get near me. I didn't look at him. It's disgusting knowing that I'm his mistress. I never imagine myself being a mistress. I just want to be happy, why is it hard to be happy nowadays? Ganun ba kahirap yun?

"Sam? Anak? This is Mommy, how are you? Are you okay, baby?" Hindi ko mapigilang humagulgol dahil sa boses ni Mommy. I want to hug her, I want to feel her embrace. Gusto kung umiyak habang niyayakap niya ako. I can't hold it anymore.

"Mommy..." I said. Between my sobs. Dinaluhan ako ng sekretarya ko at hinagod ang likod ko. Buong mundo ang nakaka-alam na kabit ako, ang anak ng isa sa pinaka mayaman na businessman sa bansa ay isang kabit ng isang business tycoon sa Canada. I never imagine this one.

"It's okay, baby! Uuwi kami ng Daddy mo dyan. Mag-iimpake lang kami, We'll be there anak, just wait for us okay?" Tumatango-tango ako kahit hindi niya nakikita.

"I-I w-will, Mom.." sabi ko. And I ended the call.

I look back again to Kent who's now sitting in my couch while watching at me.

"What are you still doing here? Ang kapal din naman ng mukha mong magstay pa dito sa ginawa mo?" Sabi ko sa kaniya habang nakakunot ang noo. Ang kapal din naman ng mukha!

And then, I stared to the lady who's just come inside my office with her amusement smile. I know her, siya lang naman ang nagpost ng picture na yun. And then, I look to the man who's sitting in my couch who's now watching the girl who's just come inside. He looks so shock while his face is now watching me.

"So, this is the place were my husband's mistress is working... Nice place! I wonder how salary they can give.." she not know me? How pathetic.

"Alex? What are you doing here?" Kent said to Alex. Alex is grinning and went to kent and kiss his lips. I looked away. I can't stand watching that scene.

"Hey Hon, is this the office of your mistress?" She said then she looked at my side. I remain my anger face. She smiled to me.

"Ohh.. So, you're the mistress? Well, I can't blame my husband to fall for you. Your beautiful but I'm much better than you."

"What are you doing here?" I said in a cold voice.

"Is it bad visiting the mistress of my husband? And I just heard that he went here. So..." sabi niya at nagkibit balikat.

"Umalis kayo dito!" I raised my voice.

"Why?" Alex said. I hate the way she talk, I hate all of her. I stand up and went to the door of my office.

Before I go out, I heard Amanda's voice filled the whole room.

"Pag may nangyaring masama sa bestfriend ko, malilintikan kayo sakin. I'll make you both pay of what happened in my bestfriend. She doesn't want this, she don't deserve this. And I'll make your family business suffer, remember that. Both of you!!" Sabi niya referrering to Kent and his wife. I ran to the elevator, I see Amanda's worried face before the elevator shut close.

After I arrived to the basement, I automatically find my car and in just a seconds I found it. Pinatunog ko at sumakay ako sa kotse, I see Amanda who's running to get into my car but she failed because I drove my car out of the basement.

I'm still crying while I'm driving, and my vision was starting to get blurry because of the unshed tears. I can't hold it anymore, nasaktan ako ulit. Hindi ko na kaya, I want to be happy, yun lang naman ang hiling ko mahirap bang ibigay yun? Bakit kapag gusto ko maging masaya may kapalit agad? At mas malala pa yung ginawa sakin.

Ano nalang ang sasabihin ng ibang tao? I don't care about my name anymore. I'm just worried not because of my name but because of my dignity as a woman. A respect as a woman? Paano ako naging kabit? Hindi ko alam na kaya niyang itago sakin na may asawa't anak siya. In those 6years I've been honest to him pero siya pala itong maraming tinatago? How dare him.

My tears wasn't stop from falling at nagsimula naring bumuhos ang ulan. Nakakatawa kung paano ako sinabayan ng ulan sa nararamdaman ko ngayon. My eyes is getting blurry each second and before I can stepped up the break, I heard a van go to my direction and I heard the crash of the van and my car.

And everything went black...