I stared at the diary, I found a few months ago, I still don't know whose diary it is.
I really wanted to find it's owner, because of the last entry I was super worried about them, I hope they are still holding on and are okay. I wonder what happened for them to write such negative things. I wish I could be by there side and help them through this hard time.
I desperately opened the diary, to find some kind of clue but it's still the same, I have read it all already.
Sighing I was about to keep it back, when it slipped out of my hand, landing on my room's floor.
Today was Sunday and for once I had some free time to myself, and that is why I was sitting in my room and staring at that poor diary without an owner.
I bent down to pick it up, when I noticed a folded piece of paper dropped out of it.
Surprised, I picked it up and opened it, reading it carefully.
25th November '2018
Dear diary,
I hate myself, who wouldn't hate me after all that I have done. I killed her, she was such a sweet person always putting others first and I killed her. I should have been better to her, I should have been there when she needed me, I should have listened to her when she was trying to speak to me, I should have stayed by her side when everyone left her. She was always there for me, and in return what did I give her? Nothing. I was too stupid to not realise, now that's she is gone and I can't have her back, I am realising my mistake now, maybe just maybe if I was not this dumb, then maybe she would have been here with me, we would have been eating Nutella and watching silly movies like we used to do, I would do anything to have her back, but now it's too late, too late to bring her back.I read the entry again, not believing someone actually died because of this person.
I was beyond shocked.
I turned the page and found another entry.
30th November'2018
Dear diary,
I can't take it anymore, I don't deserve to live, Eun died, she died, and I couldn't save her, I am the worst best friend, I left her when she needed me the most, I ignored her when she was going through her worst time.
I am a coward, just because of my reputation, I didn't pay attention to her, even now I didn't tell the police about Cha Soobi, just because I didn't want to face the consequences.
I suck.
I should die.
I wish I would die.Did the writer died? OH MY GOD
No wait I read her future entires of 2019, which mean she didn't die, she is still out there somewhere, and I will find her for sure.
Initially, I wanted to find her to make sure she is okay and to comfort her but after reading this I will find her and inform the police about her, she is a killer, and no matter what her mental state is, she killed someone and nothing can make that less bad.

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