Moon, a 14 year old girl who lives with her abusive parents and in school people bully her. Her life is like hell. She suffers from depression and social anxiety. One day she was going to end it all when suddenly her idols save her and take her wit...
The sun was shining through the window of my new room. Yes, the boys gave me a new room, even if I was against it. I was going to go back home but Yoongi didn't let me, because he is the only one that knows about my ,parents'.
Yoongi and I made a promise, I promised him to not cut anymore and he promised me to not tell anyone about my parents and about the self-harming.
I think some of the guys figured out that I was self-harming, but I guess they want me to open up to them by myself.
Actually I am still cutting. Yoongi only checks my wrists. He doesn't know that I cut my thighs and stomach.
I really feel bad for lying to him. He is just trying to help, but I am just to stubborn.
Jin has been helping me with my eating disorder and I gained some kilos. Everyone may see this as a good thing except for me.
I decided to workout everyday so I would loose those kilos again.
Today is a Sunday and that means family day. Well, that's what the boys call it. We are going to go to the park and have a picnic. I just hope that everything will be okay. Because I have this feeling that something bad is going to happen.
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~Time Skip~
We have been at the park for half an hour now and the guys seem to have so much fun. I really wish I could be happy like that one day. But everyone knows that I don't deserve happiness.
I was deep in thoughts when suddenly my phone rang. I looked at the caller ID.
Shit, it was my dad.
Don't panic! Don't panic! Don't panic!
I kept telling myself not to panic but it didn't help, so I decided to answer the phone. I told the guys that I will come quickly.
I took my phone and stood next to a tree some meters away from the boys. I answered the call and heard my dads voice „So you decided to answer after who knows how long. Where the fuck are you,SLUT?!! IF YOU DON'T COME HOME WITH 1 BILLION WON (It is nearly 100€) THEN YOU WILL HAVE TO FACE THE CONSEQUENCES!!!! DID YOU HEAR ME YOU BITCH!!!"
Fuck! I am gonna get the biggest beating of my life!! Where the fuck should I get this amount of money?!
„I ASKED YOU IF HEARD ME!!!! ARE YOU DEAF OR SOMETHING??!!!!"
„Yes, sir." I replied
„Good, and don't think you will get away with this." After that he ended the call.
I have to think of an excuse to go back home.
„Guys m-my cousin called me. H-he is sick and I am going t-to visit him. Is this okay?" I asked
