Why not now / Ondreaz Lopez

Chapter 8. More than this

*⚠️sensitive stuff in this chapter⚠️*

"So..." I started. There was a long pose before he spoke.

"Hope, I really don't know..." He started talking but I cut him off by pressing my lips against his. It's magical. I love it. We kissed for a couple of minutes then he pulled away.

"Does this mean what I think it means?" He had a big smile on his face saying that.

"Yeah, I want to have some fun while I can," I said and he pressed his lips against mine again. That turned out into a full make-out session. We got up not breaking the kiss. He picked me up and I wrapped my legs around him. He took us to his room and dropped me on the bed still not breaking the kiss. He started kissing my neck. I know where this is going, but I'm not sure if I'm ready.

"Ondre, stop..." I said but still enjoying it.

"Why, you seem like you are enjoying." He said still kissing me.

"I'm not sure if I'm ready..."

"OMG, I'm so sorry, I didn't mean to push you..." He said and got up fast.

"It's ok Ondre, we got flown away," I said to him. He looks embarrassed. "Come here..." I said to him. He steps forward and closer to me. I wrap my arms around his neck and start kissing him again. He kissed back. I know I said that I'm not ready to have sex but that doesn't mean that I don't wanna have fun. I started taking his shirt off.

"I thought you said you're not ready?" He said confused but let me take off his shirt.

"I'm not, but that doesn't mean I don't want to have a little bit of fun." We kissed again. He put his hand in my shirt, on my skin. I felt shivers down my spine. I was enjoying his touch. He's so gentle, I'm so happy. He started kissing me on the neck again and it was amazing. I took my shirt off and got back to kissing. Ondre took off my pants and put his hand on my thigh. At this point, I was so turned on, I didn't care if I was ready or not, I just wanted him, the whole of him. I pushed him off of me and started undoing his pants. I took off his pants along with his boxers.

"Wow..." I said in amazement.

"What?? What's wrong?" Ondreaz said confused.

"Nothing, it's just... Never mind..." I said and continued with what I was doing.

"No, tell me what's wrong!" Ondre said and set up.

"No, it's embarrassing..." I said. My cheeks turned red.

"Hope... Whatever it is you can tell me." He is so loving and caring, I can't...

"It won't fit..." I said and looked down.

"Wait, what are you talking about?" He said with a smirk on his face.

"Like you don't know what I'm talking about..."

"Hahaha, Hope, don't worry, right now it doesn't need to fit." He said trying not to laugh.

"Ha-ha, very funny..." Ondre picked me up and put me on his lap. For a second he looked in my eyes and then smashed his lips on mine. I immediately returned the kiss and he put his tongue in my mouth. I put his dick in my hand and pushed Ondre back on the bed. I got down, put his dick in my mouth, and started teasing him.

"Stop that..." He said out of breath.

"What, this?" I said and teased him more.

"Hope... STOP TEASING..." He practically yelled.

"Be quiet, everyone is downstairs!" I said and put a hand on his mouth.

"Then stop it!" He is starting to get annoyed by it.
Then I put his whole dick in my mouth and started to suck on it. Ondeaz was moaning in pleasure. After some time of me doing that he started shivering.

"H..ope... I'm... Gonna cum..." With that, he cums and I was happy that I made him happy. "Your turn now." He said and flipped us so he was now on top of me. He took my panties off and looked at me. I just nod and he started to lick me. I was breathing heavily but with pleasure. Then he started eating me up and tried to put his fingers in me but I stopped him.

"Not that..." I said out of breath.

"Sorry..." He looked at me and said.

"Just shut up and go on..." I said pushing his head back down. After what seemed forever he got up, kissed me on the lips once more, and collapsed on the bed beside me.

"Didn't know you were capable of doing that?" Ondre said to me in surprise.

"I'm full of surprises..." I said to him and smiled.

"I can see that." He smirked at me. "So what are we now?... Are we together, are we in slow faze or are we just messing with each other?" He asked me. For a minute I stopped and thought about what Ondreaz just said to me. I wanted it to be more than just talking or messing with each other, but I'm not sure what he is ready for.

"What do you want it to be?" I asked just to be sure. He looked at me and smiled before talking.

"I care about you and I love you, I don't want it to be just messing with each other but I don't want to jump right in the relationship either, just until we figure out what we want." He said, and he is right. I don't know what I want now. I just know that in less than two months I'm leaving for Croatia and I don't know if I'll ever come back cause the trip is so expensive.

"Let's just see where this takes us in this month and a half." You could see my sad face but at the same time my happy face.

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*Sorry for cringe chapter... I hope you like the story, please vote so I know you want me to continue writing. There is so much inspiration for this story and I'm happy where it's going. Also sorry for not posting for a couple of days, school is crazy right now... Love you all😘💚*