Why not now / Ondreaz Lopez

Chapter 18. Feelings

We didn't know how to go to the mall. I sat there and tried to think of an idea, but nothing come. We had to go pick up Filip in about 30 minutes.

"Are we going or?" Tony asked.

"Yeah, there is just one little problem..." I got pulled out of my thoughts.

"What is it?" They all asked.

"We don't have a car." I said.

Ondre and Tony laughed. I don't know what is so funny but something is.

"Just let's go!" Ondre said.

"How are we supposed to go?" I asked with my hands in the air.

"Come on!" Ondre took my hand and dragged me outside.

There it was, his Tesla. I don't know how, but it was there. I looked at Ondre with a surprised look.

"We shipped it here, Tony doesn't know how to drive manual." He laughed.

We walked to his car and he opened the door. Ondre asked me for the location of the mall so he could put it in Tesla. Ondre started the car and we went to pick up Filip. The whole ride we jammed to the music. Kate was quiet, I don't know why, but she was, and I think Ondre noticed too.

"Hey, Kate, you ok?" He asked. We all looked at her.

"Yes, I'm ok, just wondering where did this Tesla come from?"

"Well, we bought it." Tony said.

"How, it's so expensive?" She questioned.

"Kate, do you remember when Hope talked about how obsessed she is with those two dancing brothers?" Nila said to her. I immediately felt embarrassed.

"Yeah, why?" Kate asked.

"Well..." Nila said and pointed to Tony and Ondre.

"Oooh, Hope you're so lucky..." Kate said and I just laughed. They all were talking and I just thought about how lucky I really am.

"So you were obsessed with me, huh?" Ondre whispered to me and then looked at me with a smirk on his face. My face started to burn, I felt so embarrassed. "You don't have to be shy, I love you!" He said and I smiled at him.

"I love you too!"

We drove for like five more minutes till we see Filip waiting on us. I didn't saw him since the summer break started. I know that there are still some feelings for him but I love Ondreaz, and nothing is going to change or ruin that. I still feel guilty for liking Filip, I know that Ondre is sensitive and has been hurt so many times before, and I don't want to do that. He is the most beautiful and caring human I ever met, and I get to be the person he loves and calls his.

When Filip looked up and saw us in the car, his mouth dropped. He walked to the car and waited for someone to open the door. The door opened upwards and he set in the last back seat.

"Hi, I'm Tony, and that is my brother Ondreaz!" Tony said and went for the handshake. Filip accepted and introduced himself.

"So, how do you know each other?" Filip asked pointing to each of us. I stayed silent, I don't know why, I just don't that to say anything.

"Tony is my boyfriend, and Ondreaz is Hope's boyfriend." Nila said. Again I felt my face burn.

"Really?" Filip asked kinda surprised.

"Is that a problem?" Ondreaz hopped in the conversation. I can hear small anger in his voice. I put my hand on his leg.

"Hey, calm down." I said with a low voice. He was still waiting for an answer.

"No, there's no problem." Filip said kinda afraid of Ondre. That made me laugh. "So how old are you two?" He added.

"I'm 23 and Tony is 20."

"Wow, that's... A lot..." Filip said.

We silently drove to the mall. Ondre seemed off and I wanted to say something, but I didn't know what. I want to say that he doesn't need to worry about my feelings towards Filip, that there are no feelings, but I'd be lying to him and to myself. I don't want to be with Filip, j just like him in a different way from friends.

"We are here." Ondre said and I can hear that he is not ok.

We got out of the car and went to the mall. Ondre still didn't talk that much. I can't do this for any longer, I need to talk to him.

"Hey, Ondre can I talk to you?" I asked and he looked at me like I'm trying to break up with him. "Please!" I said and he nodded.

"Guys, we will be right back!" I said and we walked outside at the back of the mall.

"What?" Ondre asked so cold.

"What's up with you?" I asked concerned, but I already know what's up.

"Nothing, what do you mean, I'm totally fine, just wonderful!" He said raising his voice.

"DO NOT rais your voice at me, I didn't do anything, so tell me what the hell is wrong with you?!" I said getting angry. He means to much to me to let him be mad at me. He looked at me and tried to walk away, but I grabbed his hand. "We are not going anywhere till you tell me what's wrong... I love you Ondre, and I want to know what's bothering you..."

"You love me?! If you love me, why were you afraid to say something to Filip about us, huh?" He is getting angrier by the time he finishes his sentence.

"Ondre, calm down, listen to me. I love you, yes I do! And because I love you I can't lie to you..." I stopped. As soon as I stopped Ondre cut in.

"Please, please don't do this, I can't lose you too!" He said beginning to tear up.

"No, no, you're not going to lose me. I wanted to say that I still have small feelings for Filip, but I'm not going to let that come between us! I want to be with you and not him!" I said. That's the truth and I'm glad that I told him.

"I'm sorry Hope, I love you!" He said and kissed me on the lips. I'm so happy he understands me and respects my decisions.

We finished talking, and kissing, and went back to the others. They were in McDonald's so we ordered something to eat. I was stressed so I could ear a lot, I was hungry.

After we ate, we dropped off Nila, Filip, and Kate and went home. Tomorrow we have a school and I need to go to sleep.

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