HER

part 22

Xavier is drawing circles on my palms as we walked towards home. His same hand, slung over my shoulders, his arm resting them on my shoulder blades. My other hand slipped on his back pocket.

It was cold when he came home. The wind sashayed at us, my hair flew and Xavier's shaggy hair did too.

"So, Mary and Mark?" Xavier asked.

"Yep, they finally found each other. " I nodded as my eyes were on the blocks.

"Can't believe they were together until now. Their friendship get the best of them so to speak."

"Mary was bubbly while Mary was the serious type of man. They fit together just fine." I murmured.

" I want us to be like them." Xavier whispered. His head on top of my head and his finger on the loop belt of my pants tugging it softly on my side.

"I can't perform Mary's mood. She changes mood as fast as she speaks." I laughed.

Xavier's hold tightened on my waistline. His hands lifted on my back and enterwined with my side breasts so he was halfly cupping them.

I stiffened. His dangerous warmth sends shiver down my spine.

When Xavier transferred his hands on my neck, I can breathe safely. I looked to him. His face has a glistened of sparkle for a while but as he blinked, it was completely lost filled by something anew. He slowly squeezed my neck comfortingly.

"No. I want their decade of relationship. " His voice was throaty and croaked. Firm and soft at the sametime, I wonder how he made it seemed like that. "I want to do everything with you, Cassy. Everything."

Something in me tugged my heart, compressed it from my ribcage and slowly swelled up. He hold my stare as if he meant something else. I couldn't do the same. It was too much for me with just that simple stare.

"Why do you sound as if you are going away?"

For a moment, I caught Xavier vulnerably handsome staring at me. His eyes filled with hurt, pain and grief. It was only a second past that he changed his serious expression with a smile. He shook his head and laugh, "Don't look at me like that. I felt like you are just about to cry on me."

"I am just worried for you." I pursued my lips and look at him again. "What is it? You can tell me anything."

His intense stare drove me somewhere in iceland. It is like looking at me is not enough for him so he drew closer, kissed my cheek and tightened his hold on me. "I'm just kidding at you. I'll just be away for a while. I got some business to do with my Dad."

"When are you leaving?"

"Tomorrow."

I nodded and leaned my head with chest. I still had the teddy bear on my other hand, holding it tightly.

" When will you be back?"

"Friday."

"That's a long time." I looked up at him. He looked down at me.

"Yeah. It is gonna be."

When we arrived, I fumbled with the keys. I was shivering from the cool wind. When I opened them, the teddy bear fell down on the ground, discarded.

Before I knew it, my back hit the walls while Xavier has his mouth dancing with mine. His hand cupped my breast and squeezed them softly. " I can't believe I'll be away from you and not touching you like this. "

I moaned, I wrapped my thighs over his back and started dry humping at him.

"I don't want to be away from you." He soothingly said and kissed my right ear.