- Today was the day I could finally go back to work. I had photo shoots and dance routines. Alex hires a nanny because we can't always have our parents to watch them. "Back up on my bullshit." I say to myself as I get out of my car. Don't get me wrong I loved going on tour and everything but it's tiring. Me and Alex get in fights every night because of how tired we are. I missed the old us. We were getting better but it just was tiring. He likes to joke and tell me it's because we haven't had sex but it's literally been like 3 weeks since we had Alani and I don't feel like getting pregnant again. I'm good. Anyways, me and him got in a fight this morning because of that reason and I don't understand why but I got over as soon as I realized it was the dumbest shit ever heard of. I stayed in a hotel one night because of us fighting and I felt off because we never do. But again we're getting better. Tonight I might even let him have some I mean why not? "Okay!! Y'all ready to practice for the next three hours?" I yell out to my dancers. They all yell "YEAH!!" back to me and I put everything down and start. - We are taking breaks now and I'm in my dressing room when I hear a knock. "Come in." I say. It was Alex and Alex never comes to my rehearsals. "Hey baby." I said filling my water up again. "Hey whatcha doing?" "Alex you know what I'm doing." I say rolling my eyes and laughing. He wrapped his arms around my waist. "I'm sorry about this morning." He says kissing my neck. "Not right now alex." I said moaning a little. " you know you want some." He says continuing to kiss my neck. "Only if your fast." I said kissing him. "You already know I'm fast." He said taking off his pants and mine. - "Okay, I love you see you at home" he said. Damn that was hot. Sex is irrelevant but it was like hot as fuck with Alex. We promised to try not to fight as much anymore I mean every marriage or relationship has its ups and downs what'd I expect. - That was a long ass rehearsal! I felt drained but that's only cause I haven't really been doing it a lot so i expected it. I was driving home and was not in it. I really just wanted to stop driving. So I drove to leahs. I'd spend the night there and just wing it because why not. I texted alex that I wanted to stay at leahs tonight and he said okay. I didn't text leah because I wanted to surprise her. *knock knock* "hey bitchhhhh." I said. "Ou heyyy! I didn't know you were coming." She says letting me in. "I wanted to surprise you." "Mm back on your bullshit huh?" She ask. "Damn. How you know?" "The way your dressed and your sweaty." "Does that turn you on leah Remini?" I say laughing. "Shut the fuck up." She says laughing and I take a shower. I borrowed some of leahs clothes because I can and went into the kitchen and she was making dinner. "Ou see you've found my spanx and shirts huh?" Leah knew I loved spanx so she bought a lot just for me. "Got any drinks?" "Like alcohol?" I nodded and she pointed to a cabinet. I got a class a pouted and filled it up. "Damn Jennifer." I made that "whatttt?" Face and she just laughed. - We've had a couple of drinks so we're basically drunk but not drunk enough not to think straight. So we're playing 21 questions and she asks me the weirdest question. "Where's the weirdest place you've ever fucked?" She said giggling. "Ummmmm maybe in a store." I said unsure. "Damn Jennifer nastyyyyy." I laughed. We sat in silence for a little bit. Then leah out of no where kissed me. I kissed back but we do that all the time because that's the kind of friends we are. After we looked at eachother and just busted out laughing. "Your so funny." I say catching my breath. "I'm going to bed." I said. "Me too." She says and follows me to the bedroom. I was so ready to go to sleep. Leahs bed was so soft it felt like heaven. "Goodnight baby." She said. I was already asleep so I just kinda groaned. Leah was so sweet I swear. - I woke up with a massive headache. "Holy fuck." I said getting up and feeling dizzy. " slow down." Leah says laughing. "How are you not hurting." I ask confused. "I ain't drink that strong shit you did." Mmmm. Which one wasn't the stronger one I thought to myself. Anyways, "I'm stealing one of your outfits." I said and went to her closet. Leah has the best fucking clothes like ever! Better then mine half the time. So I picked out a nice casual outfit.
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(Uh without the purse) "Damn you dig deep huh?" Leah says. I nod and tell her bye and leave. I always steal her clothes but I usually just buy her a whole new outfit so it's okay. - I went shopping and then went home. Alex wasn't there and neither was the kids. I guess I had a little bit of time to myself. I didn't know what to do because I'm almost never home alone but then I got and idea that I've never thought of before and decided to try it. Guess I was off my bullshit now..:.:
