The villainess is me!

Volume 2 part 1.

'... What was all of it for, oh~ooh,' I sang as I read my western storybook. In these few weeks, I have... upgraded!! 

   (Barely) I learned to read in western, *ahem* english, & I can also write (almost.) So, I'm really into western, no *ahem* english, music lately. They have a pretty catchy tune, & besides my voice is (Renaquinn's) pretty. It sounds really nice because I have a pretty voice. 

 Oh, also, in France... right, I'm spending a nice time in Paris, France for a short trip with my family. Being rich is nice, even though I might die soon.

By the time I'm gone, I bet Akito, & the heroine are getting closer without a hitch... I gripped the sheets of the bed unconsciously, with a ferocious snarl. Ah, also, don't think I know how to talk in french; bonjour is about the only word I know, though all of my family members seem to be able to talk in french, no problem. Even little Thomas, he was speaking french in quite the accent, which made me feel bad about myself successfully.

And, you know what? Just because my other family members knew how to speak in french, some other senseless people thought I also knew how, & tried to talk to me, which... crap, I just want to go back.

  But wanting to go back... ugh, I don't want to go back... 

   Beside the fact that I have a height fright, which I only realized when I sat in the plane, I don't want to go, because I shamefully shed tears in front of people for the first time, in my entire life! My face heated; the only good thing was that Akito didn't see me crying. (yeah... he was there, you just didn't see him)

  'Agh!!How can I cry in front of them?! But seriously, how dare he say those words!!' I muffled a scream into my pillow, as my legs hit the bed up, & down.

It was a good thing, I wouldn't see them until next Monday, which was only three days away from today... thinking that I muffled another scream.

'Let's act like I don't remember, if I say that I was possessed by some kind of ghost at the time, will they believe me?' I asked with determined voice. 

  'Ugh,' I groaned, & sat up on the bed; the whole reason we're here in France is because... no reason, just spring break. So... woohoo!

  Turns out, that day, with my amazing luck, was the last day before school break. Of course, I didn't know because I missed all my classes, & I didn't even realize it was spring because... I didn't have the time to think about trivial things such as months, or whatever. Well, it wasn't exactly the last day, but I just missed all my classes, 2 days to be exact, & spring break! Yay! Renaquinn's parents didn't even care, & my grades are... probably sh*t. 

  'Ah, let's just become a singer... pfft! As if I can,' I mocked myself, & lied on my back; 'Hmm... we're going back tomorrow, but what are we doing today? Something... he said we'd do something...'

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   'Aaagh! Uwu, wu, no! No, please don't!!' I screamed desperately as I clung onto brother's back; 'Wena, what's wrong?' little Thomas asked.

  'Come on, let's actually go up this time, ok?' Louise pulled me into the elevator; 'But... but-what-if-the-tower-suddenly-tilts-because-the-wind-is-too-strong-and-we-fall-down-to-the-river-or-there's-suddenly-an-earthquake-and-we-' 

  'Haha, are you rapping, or what?' Louise laughed, & reassured me; 'Come up with us this time, ok? Whatever you're thinking, it won't happen.'

  'How do you know? There's no way to foretell earthquakes, or small hurricanes...' 

'Hah, listen Rena, if that really happens, I won't let you fall-'

  'I don't believe in you, why are you talking to me as if I'm a child?'

'Because right now, you're acting like a child,' he scolded me, & I crossed my arms, furrowing my brows in a frown; 'Listen, Rena, the night view, is beautiful. That's why I want you to see it, because before you refused to go up there because of your... fear.'

  'Yes, because I'm scared!! I'm scared,' I half-sobbed; 'I can't go up there, because I'm scared, I'm too scared that I can't even breathe just at the thought of going up there. Why are you forcing me?!'

  'Wena, if you're that scared, don't go up there,' little Thomas had also started to cry because of my miserable tone; ugh, I'm crying again.

  I wiped my tears roughly with the back of my hand, & Louise sighed in defeat; so this was why, he took me, & Thomas out when it was already so late? God, why did he have to, when I absolutely can't stand heights? Doesn't he remember that time when I almost had a seizure when the plane set off?

 Just when I thought he gave up, because he was being too quiet, he took my hand; 'If you're that scared, I'll hold your hand, ok?'

  '...?'

'I swear you won't regret it. If it's really hard for you to do this, just keep your eyes closed until I tell you to open them again, alright?'

  'But what if I slip when I'm going up with you, & you both fall down with-'

'Just close your eyes!' he yelled, & I closed them out of reflex. Then, both Louis, & Thomas took my hand, and led me forward; 'Wait, no, I don't-'

  'Close them,' he commanded, & I became quiet again. My body was trembling so bad, that I thought an earthquake was happening, but before I could do so, Louis cut me off; 'It's you, not an earthquake.'

  After that, I said nothing, though I still trembled; ugh, I shouldn't have come outside... please don't let any hurricanes, or earthquakes happen when I get up there, please don't be any big birds, & no assassins to push me down, please, don't let me slip, please...

  One thing I knew for sure, I would definitely regret coming up here.