Golden (Book 1 of the Golden Series)

Chapter 63

HAPPY SEXY SATURDAY ANGELS!

hello, my lovelies - fancy seeing you here. I just want to say a massive thank you for two and a half thousand of you!!! Makes my heart full to know that our family is growing bigger and people are actually wanting to stick around and follow me xxx You guys are the best!

PRE WARNING FOR THIS CHAPTER - THERE ARE SEXUAL SCENES OF AN ADULT NATURE SO IF YOU'RE A CHILD PLEASE DO NOT READ (or do and don't tell me I'll never know and I definitely used to do it woops). 

If you are not wanting to read this sort of chapter for any reason that is completely understandable and you don't have to!! (It's not full on sex but I do know different things trigger different people and I would never want to put you in an uncomfortable position!!) So you can definitely skip this chapter if that's the case - there aren't really any plot points x 

THAT BEING SAID I HOPE YOU ENJOY ... *wink wink*

This is my first time ever writing a more in depth adult scene so it was a lot of fun for me and also very nervewracking so I hope it lives up to expectations x 

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CHAPTER 63

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"Sorry, I got carried away- fuck," he winces, his jaw gritted and eyes closed tightly, "Sorry, Elle. I didn't mean to-"

I lift my hand and place it on his bare chest, watching the way his body shudders. His breath hitches as my fingertip trails along his skin.

A switch inside of me had flipped, there was no denying it. Despite the shake in my voice I knew what I wanted, and what I was ready for.

"You said that you'd fill my head with good memories," I remind him, my fingers curling around the hairs on his chest while my other hand runs along the waistband of his shorts, "So do it."

He grabs my hand right as my finger tucks into the indentation on his pelvis, my nails scraping with the movement. My excitement grows, my eagerness to see the parts of him that I've longed for making my cheeks flush and the breath is snatched from my mouth.

"I don't know what'll happen." His words come out strangled, in pain, "My wolf - I've never-"

My movements stop, my mind catching up to his words with a stunning realisation.

There were two of us who were nervous about this.

I had been so focused on if I wanted to do this that I didn't even think about whether Trent had any reservations about it. I'd just assumed that he would have been experienced or wanting to but...

Was Trent a virgin?

My face must show that I've figured it out because his cheeks start to blush and he looks away from me, the vein in his neck popping as he releases my arm, muttering apologies.

I almost want to laugh; how was this giant, beast of a man still surprising me with how sweet and tender he really is?

Just when I think I've got him figured out - he throws a curveball.

"You've never..." I trail off, my brow lifting as I push through the awkwardness, "Done anything?"

I'm not trying to sound like I'm giggling but it's almost impossible to contain. Not because I think it's funny that he's never been with a girl but because the idea of me being more experienced in something than Trent makes me giddy.