y/n: "Higher!"
[SOOBIN pushes Y/N on swing]
soobin: "You look like you're flying."
y/n: "I am. It feels like I am."
soobin: (laughs) "You're crazy."
y/n: "Thank you."
soobin: "So, have any more dreams about my k-pop career?"
y/n: "W-what?"
soobin: "I'm kidding."
y/n: "Oh. Right."
soobin: "I don't even know if I could ever become a k-pop idol. It's brutal training, I've heard."
y/n: "I know."
soobin: "What do you think? Could I rock the dyed hair?"
y/n: "Definitely. And the clothes, too. You'd be dipped in the best fashion."
soobin: "A walking Gucci doll."
y/n: "A talented walking Gucci doll."
soobin: "Why, thank you."
y/n: "But it's not all about the glamour."
soobin: "I know."
(silence)
soobin: "Would you forget about me?"
y/n: "What do you mean?"
soobin: "If I actually made it into the industry... would you forget about me?"
y/n: "How could I forget about you?" (smiles) "You're my boyfriend."
soobin: "Good answer."
y/n: (laughs)
soobin: "I wouldn't forget about you, either. Never."
y/n: "Good, because that would suck. But... I mean, we live in the 21st century. There's Facetime."
soobin: "And texting."
y/n: "And Snapchat."
soobin: "Endless possibilities."
y/n: "Precisely."
soobin: "You know, I'm glad you had that dream about me, even though you acted like you had severe amnesia afterwards. Everything feels different now."
y/n: "Different how?"
soobin: "Like maybe there's more that I can do with my life than I thought. Not that I was bored with the way it was, but now it seems like I can do what I'm scared of. Because of you."
y/n: "Not just because of me..."
soobin: "But it started because of you. You made me think about singing again."
y/n: "You have such a great voice. It was inevitable that you would get back in touch with it."
soobin: "I hope the music that I make makes people happy."
y/n: "It will. Trust me."
soobin: "You're so certain."
y/n: "Of course I am. I know... I mean, I can feel it. It's just a really strong hunch that your music is going to make thousands of people happy. It's going to mean something."
(silence)
soobin: "I'm going to miss this the most."
y/n: "Pushing me on a swing?"
soobin: "That, and just... this. Us."
y/n: "Soobin..."
soobin: "It's almost enough to make me not want to do this."
y/n: "Don't say that."
soobin: "Why not?"
y/n: Because this isn't real at all. Because you belong with TXT. You're going to meet BTS and you're going to win awards and you're going to be a leader. You're supposed to be seeing the world and recording in studios.
y/n: "Just don't. It's not good to say things like that out loud. It'll ruin your manifestation."
soobin: (snorts) "My manifestation?"
y/n: "Of your dream. You need to be saying positive things out loud, with confidence."
soobin: "Like what?"
y/n: "Hm... like, 'I want to be a singer.'"
soobin: (clears throat) "I want to be a singer."
y/n: "Say it like you mean it."
soobin: "I want to be a singer."
y/n: "Better."
soobin: "What about you?"
y/n: "What about me?"
soobin: "What do you want to manifest?"
y/n: "I'm not sure yet."
soobin: "Well, think about it. You need to manifest your goals too."
y/n: I just want you to be happy. To be where you're supposed to be, even if it's not here with me.
