UNTHINKABLE || VSOO ✔

11

I don't know what I'm doing. He's sleeping and I still can't take my eyes off of him. I'm just making this harder for myself. I sighed as I closed my eyes. I guess this is the only way I can look at him without holdong back.

When I opened my eyes, I saw him staring right back at me. I flinched in surpise.

"It's almost morning, what are you doing?" He asked and yawned. Wow, was I staring at him for that long? What am I thinking? Jesus. What a creep.

I looked away and turned around. I guess I won't be able to sleep anyways. Since he's here.

"Nothing." I said, almost whispered even. He chuckled a little and I could hear my couch creak a little, maybe he's sitting up.

"Turning into an insomniac, I see."

I rolled my eyes and bit my bottom lip. Yeah, thanks to a certain someone.

"You were snoring, how could I not?"

I heard him gasp as he frantically sat on my bed. What?! Can't he see I'm turning this way for a reason?!

"Did I really?! Yah, Jisoo! I don't snore!"

I smiled as I buried my face in my pillow. I won't be able to keep my cool if I see him now, would I.

"I'm sorry, I guess it's been a while since I slept so peacefully."

I froze. Is he not getting enough sleep? Why?

I sat up and face him abruptly, he raised his brow at me in confusion.

"You're not allowed to be an insomniac too, Taehyung. Is something bothering you?"

He looked at me momentarily before shrugging. Though he's still looking back at me straight at my eyes.

Well... this just what I was avoiding. Thanking that the moon was lighting up his face instead of mine, I cracked a faint smile.

"If something's wrong, you can always talk to me about it. So you can sleep in your own bed peacefully, not mine nor my couch." I said and sat back as I rest my back on my headboard. He leans on the cushion of my bed as he tilts his head a little.

"I know, I know." He simply stated.

I cleared my throat and asked what he was waiting for.

"W-what do you mean?" He asked in such a confused tone. I chuckled a little before pointing at the door. What was he thinking?

"Off you go. You don't have anything else to say and you got your peaceful sleep." I explained. He laughed as he smiled. As long as you're smiling, Taehyung.

That's what's important.

"Right, right. You should get your own peaceful sleep too, 'Soo. Good night, I--"

My expression dropped. What... what was he going to say. I swallowed the lump in my throat as I anticipated...

Of course, it's just what we used to do.

"Idiot. I love you too." I said in a manner he won't misunderstand. He smiled brightly before nodding, he then walked out of the door.

And I knew. That was the last time I could ever tell him that. Also, probably the last time I'll ever let him in my dorm.

I plopped back to my bed as I stared at my ceiling. This is for the better. I don't need to be the one that receives his romantic I Love You's. As long as he smiles...

I closed my eyes and suprisingly, I could feel myself drifting to sleep. Sweet dreams, self.

After Finals.