The Bad Boy's Phobia

{ c h a p t e r f o u r t e e n - t h e f i r s t d a t e }

Chapter Fourteen

-Cole Anderson-

"Just because we're dating doesn't mean we have to go out in public together every single time you know. If you really wanna go, you don't even have to ask. I'm your girlfriend, not your parent."

Her words kept replaying in my head over and over again. This wasn't how the plan was supposed to go! She was supposed to get jealous and get mad at me. Not the other way around!

She acted fine and nonchalant throughout the whole car ride. Every once in a while, I'd glance at her through the mirror and I'd see her boredly looking out the window with her earphones plugged in. Irritation started to crawl on me. She really doesn't mind her boyfriend being flirted right in front of her or is she just hiding her jealousy?

Well if you are, geek, I would give you an Oscar right now because of your believable acting skill.

When I introduced her to Camille, a obsessed junior who'd be trying to get in the bed with me ever since freshman year, I did expect her to throw a tantrum and scream at me and I may or may not have wanted to see a cat fight to happen.

But then she smiled.

She freaking smiled.

And the worse part is that her smile looks so real and genuine, not fake or sarcastic or anything like that.

To be honest, I don't even know what Camille and I've been talking about for the past 15 minutes, because I kept on getting distracted. I may sound like a creep but my eyes were on the rear-view mirror, just looking at her.

Memories of the kiss resurfaced again. I can still feel the warm sensation it sent me. Never had I felt that burning desire before. Her soft lips implanted on mine...

Snap out of it, man! You aren't allowed to think things like this! She's just a net to your trap. Do not ever forget why you got her the first place.

I didn't include this but I didn't invite Camille. That's gross. Our mom are close friends and so her Mom asked me if I could give her daughter a ride to school because her car was at the mechanical shop. I couldn't refuse because the look Mom was drilling on the back of my head so I just simply nodded. I'm sure Camille asked her Mom to do it, because there's also the bus as an option.

Why am I even irritated in the first place anyways? Isn't that better that she doesn't get jealous? Because getting jealous means you care and since she doesn't get jealous, then she must've not cared about me.

You should feel relieved instead of disappointment, you brainless! You don't want to add more dilemmas by making her fall in love with you accidentally during this plan!

I can still remember the horror in her face when I planted a quick kiss on her soft cheeks. I don't even know what came over to me to do it. A freakin' 4 year old toddler somehow had this compelling magic to urge me to do it! We were playing Simon says for goodness sake and I took it a but too far!