Offenderman x female!reader [Official Book]

Part 19

Her. P.o.V.

Everything was quiet.

He didn't breathe.

I looked at him, hoping that he would move.
Breathe.

Do anything that would show me that he is alive.

Tears silently streamed down my face.

I heard Slenderman sigh and leave the room.
I was alone.

"Please get up! I beg you!" I stood up. The chair I was sitting on fell over with a loud thud.

I gritted my teeth and stared at him.
I barely saw anything since my tears blurred my vision.

"I fucking need you! What am I supposed to do without you?!
I love you - you're my everything!"

I walked up to him and grabbed his hand, rubbing the back of it softly with my thumb.

My heart ached.

My whole world shattered within seconds.

He didn't deserve this.
He just wanted to be loved...as a monster.
And now it killed him.
And it's all my fault.

I used my other hand to gently caress his cheek.

It looked like he was just asleep.
He almost appeared to have a peaceful slumber.

"I am sorry...I am SO sorry, Offender."
My voice cracked.

I couldn't breathe.

I buried my face in his chest and started crying again: "I am sorry. We did everything we could and it just wasn't enough. IT WASN'T ENOUGH."

I heavily cried.

"PLEASE COME BACK! I beg you!"

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I suddenly came back to consciousness as a red light illuminated the void, fading in and out.
It was like a heartbeat.

My body started to tickle and I started to feel something again.

Warmth spread itself from my mouth through my whole body.

The silent cries came back and I felt a soft touch on my hand.

I closed it, trying to hold whatever held my hand but there was nothing.

What is that...?

I held my breath as different memories rushed through my head.
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~ Now she was laying here calmly on her sofa without even bothering to think about the big monster, what wanted to kill her, laying in her bed.

But her behavior really confused me.
Why would she help me?
Why would she help me recover?
She actually took care of me.

~ Suddenly she let out a shaky breath and I noticed that she was shaking slightly.
I sighed and took off my coat, covering her with it.
She instantly relaxed and cuddled even deeper in it.

~ "Aand now you're crying! Great! Just fucking great!
Geez, stop being so god damn annoying, girl!
It's pathetic, nerve-wracking and it causes me a bad headache.
When I think about it you're not even worth all my efforts.
I should make things easier for both of us and just kill yo-"