where the heart belongs..

Chapter 10 - Unknown Feelings

"Sidharth... Sidhaaarth !" Kartik call out sidharth.
"Umm....mhm..uh" Sidharth comes into his senses.
"What happen? where you got lost?" he asked playfully.
"No.. I'm..uh a just a random thought .. what were you saying again?" Sidharth says while flexing his expression.
"May be your getting jetlag, let's get you home" kartik says and place a gentle hand on sidharth's shoulder.
Sidharth Nods in response.
They head back to the gathering, to greet farewell to others.

"Isn't it too early for you'll to leave? we didn't even got a chance to chat, it's been a long while, right Sidharth?"
Shehnaaz's mom said
"I would love to stay a little longer" sidharth glaze towards Shehnaaz who was talking to Dolly Aunty while tossing her hair back.
Sidharth turns his eyes towards Shehnaaz mom and continued, "but I guess I'm having jetlag" Sidharth makes a silly face.
Shehnaaz's mother chuckles "Ok then, let's see you tomorrow at lunch, I'll make your favourite dishes."
"Thank you Aunty, we'll be there"
"Good night Aunty" kartik replied with a wide grin.
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As everybody leaves... I head towards my room , leaving a heavily breath out. As I stand Infront of my mirror , some thoughts started rushing in my head but... This time I'm not thinking about my memory loss ... or my changes and not even about my today's session (which I wanna think about). But I can only think of him. Only about SIDHARTH....

As I was changing into my night pajamas my mind couldn't stop thinking about sidharth, why was he starring at me as if he doesn't like me .... Is he mad at me on something ? But they say I've came after 7 years so probably if he's mad at me that can be something I did 7years ago but that's a long time ago , what is he still holding up? But I don't remember messing with him . He should've greeted me with ummm nicely.., happiness, surprised , but he was not happy. He didn't even said Goodbye before leaving, he did said goodbye to mom, he could have came to me, but he didn't. Why is he avoiding me?!
I don't know why! But its bothering me And! during the ceremony why he's wasn't looking at us and... Why... He was sad.... I want to talk to him like.. RIGHT NOW but... It's not appropriate and I can't even call him ... But I really want to know why he's not being good with me ... Maybe he was very tried ... After all he has a whole firm to manage and .. and I didn't even got a chance to check whether he ate something or not .... I wish I could get a chance to meet him ... I want to see.. him... Why am I thinking.... Like. This...

As the morning arises I realised I spend my another sleepless night but, thinking about Sidharth only about Sidharth... As I enter the kitchen I saw Kartik standing with my Mom. As I saw him it reminds me of whom I should think. It should be 'Kartik'.
As I made up my mind to greet Kartik with a good energy, "I'll be there this evening, do not worry about me, I'll be there". Sidharth's voice takes my attention, I turned back, he was talking on phone. I gasp as I found Sidharth this early at my place, I look around nervously. I saw him coming towards me, my heart start beating fast, suddenly I felt a heat on my cheeks. But sidharth glide by my side to join Kartik.
He didn't even looked at me, what is the matter with him, what did I do?
I got furious and stamped my feet heavily on the floor and head towards my lawn. I jumped to sit on the grass of my lawn and my fingers starts plucking the grass in anger. "Coffee?"
"Oh please! I don't want coffee if you're serving it! I don't want anything, just get the hell out of my hair" I respond to the voice in an angry and irritated tone.
"What did I do?.. Ohh okay, just because I didn't came up to you to say Goodbye last night is that the reason? I know that's the reason!" Kartik giggles.
I turned back, "Oh it's you! It's .. it's okay I am not mad at you.."
"I know you're mad at me, it's okay you totally have rights to get angry, it was just Sidharth was getting jetlag last night, we had to rush home" Kartik interrupts me.
"Jetlag? then why did you bought him here? You should have asked him to rest.Oh, and what if mom makes something spicy for him, he won't even deny. " I said worryingly
"But he's Fine, he's alright" Kartik responds.