"Like, Dislike"
(I like you- I don't like you- I don't know- I-)
~K27~
Me.
Well, I got a stiff neck because of craning my head for two hours.
D-Don't ask. Sigh. GAWD IT REALLY HURTS.
I also couldn't study properly. SWEET SANMYAKU.
My eyes drift again at the window. I try to avert my gaze, since that window is the reason why I am getting a freakin' stiff neck and I ought to-!
Ok, Kyoko. Calm down.
I look past the window wistfully, heaving a deep sigh.
I think that I'm taking Gokudera-kun's absence a tad too hard.
Heh. Dammit, I shouldn't be too obsessed with his guitar skills.
GAH! What is happening with my head right now? I slam the book shut and took a quick jump to my bed.
I can't freaking get it past my head. This shallow feeling of regret of not appreciating it all sooner.
Those roses...and those chocolates too, I might add. Am I having asweet tooth right now?
AH! I can't get him out of my head!
I hasten out of bed and let delirium reign, along with that subtle touch of pain due to the shitty stiff neck. The door slams behind me as I fly to the stairs, my mind bent on the vase at the living room.
I breathe a sigh of relief as I see the roses, a little wilty, yet alive and staring at me.
I stare back and frown at them. They're making my stiff neck and stomach pain worse by the moment.
They continue looking at me. Damn you, paranoia.
"Actually..."
Gokudera-kun's voice enters my consciousness... and I am left speechless as I look at the roses.
"I want to go to college too."
I'm being delusional again. A tear unexpectedly flows from my eye.
"With you."
My mouth is agape and my feet are numb, as I walk to the vase and lose my control on my two feet. I smell them.
They were so fragrant and sweet.
That was the first time I heard Gokudera-kun say such things and made me feel...fluffy. It was the first time that I actually...
I actually nearly said yes.
The fragrance of the flowers continue to make me feel so serene, despite the spinning of my head and the stiff neck I'm currently feeling.
I think I know where I'm going tomorrow now. The decision might be final.
And maybe... maybe I'll be able to clear up my feelings this time around.
God help me.
~K27~
"Turn It Off"
(I wanna know what it will be like, to find perfection in my pride and see nothing in the light)
Him.
My bags are now packed, and I promised myself this will be the last.
I look at my place again before forcing a smile.

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FanfictionSenior year marks the return of Tsuna and gang from Italy, turning Kyoko's world upside down. Triangles are formed, loyalties are tested, and friendships are torn apart. Change can bring out the best and the worst in people, she'll later realize as...