I Hate You (V)

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Y/N's POV
Fvck him! Why??!! Just why??

I hate myself, actually no. I hate him.

How could he do that to me? He's a freaking cheater!

I hugged my pillow, crying all my tears out. I just hate him. I hate him now.

V was my only one, he's my everything, he's my baby, he's my love, I gave him everything. I loved him, I trusted him, he did the same. But right now, he just left like air.

V is my boyfriend, my lovely boyfriend. We basically shared our lives for 4 years. I was sure he was my forever, so does he think of me. We we're happy, we faced tons of problems but with our trust, we got through all of them. After 4 years of being just boyfriend and girlfriend, he proposed to me two weeks ago. It was basically a very happy event for both of us. After him proposing to me, I knew soon that he'd be my lovely hubby so I just, gave myself to him.

*sigh*

Thinking of it makes me so crazy. Was it a mistake? Fvck.

Flashback:
I can't stop hugging my TaeTae! I can't resist him! Him proposing to me was just, thrilling. I love his sweetness, I won't let go of him, never.

*tsup*

He gave me a peck on the lips. I smiled looking straight at his eyes.

"I love you Y/N. Remember that."

I smiled even more. "I love you too, very very much." I knew I was blushing.

"I like it when you blush, it turns me on a bit..." He said, biting his lip. Ugh, why would he do that.

"Stop. Blushing can't turn anyone on." I said.

"Really?" He asked.

"Really."

He kissed me passionately. Shit.

Obviously, I won't deny but his kisses we're the best. I can't resist but to just kiss him back. That kiss turns into something I didn't expect. V was basically removing my clothes.

😳

For 4 years, V has never done this. He always knew his limit. He respects me. But now, I don't know what's going on.

He stops the kiss and stares at me. He was... on top of me. I didn't even realize that.

"I love you Y/N, maybe I can cross the line this time?" He said seriously.

I don't know but I didn't really care that much. He was basically my fiance, we are going to get married soon anyways. If something does happen and bloom, it wouldn't be a problem right?

Instead of answering him, I just pulled him into kissing me again. Again and again and again, you would know what happened next.

End of flashback

I cried again. Why?

V is gone.

He, he left.

He left somewhere I don't even know.

He left without telling me anything.

He just, left.

And that hurts. It really hurts.

I just can't believe it. Where is he? Where on earth is he? I feel so sad, so hurt.

I can't stop crying. I just can't.

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