Chapter 42

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pansy/
We finnish dinner and head up the stairs. "Harry, Lee, it's bath time." i say in an overly enthusiastic tone hoping it will make the boys more likely to want to take the bath. "Ok baf time.'' Lee yells and I pick him up. "Me to.'' Harry said, putting his arms in the universal sign for up. "Ok you too." I say picking Harry up and adjusting both boys in my hips. "Big bathroom.'' I say and the door opens up and I walk inside with the boys. "Ok do you want bubbles?" i ask and both littles start bouncing and i have to say "ok you two please calm down because i want take all of this weight.'' Harry starts to suck his thumb which is really bad hygiene wise and dental wise. "Harry thumb out of your mouth.'' I say gently, taking his thumb out of his mouth. "Sowwy '' Harry replies, hugging me. "Its ok kitten i just want to make sure that scking your thumb doesn't become a habit.'' I say put him in the bath. After I finish bathing and dressing both boys in matching onesies. "Ok boys let's go to see the boys." I say picking up the boys. "Dang it i should really start bringing your dummies and bottles in here." "mommy said a no no word." Lee said. I ran into the nursery and yelled "guess what lee just called me?" "what it's not like he called you mommy is it?" the twins say in sync. "But it is he just called me mommy.'' Everyone looked at me in shock. "Um mommy did I make a mistake?'' Lee asks, digging his face in my chest. "No sweetie you did nothing wrong. The boys are just being immature because it took less time for you to warm up to me than them." I explain. "Oh but i still love daddy and papa." he explains trying to make amends. ''We know lovebug. We know." the twins say taking him from me. "Ok c'mon harry fingers out of your mouth.'' I say replacing Harry's fingers with his dummy. "Sowwy '' Harry says, accepting the change. "It's bedtime," Draco says, taking Harry and putting him in his crib. "Don't weave me don't weave me." Harry sobbes no screams. "Harry, kitten its ok we are not leaving you whats wrong?" blaise said picking the little up. Everyone was asleep but I couldn't sleep so I snuck down to the living room where my aunt and mom were 'sleeping' so I asked the question I ask every month. "Pansy i have already told you why we are gifted with blood. "My dear Rolanda will you explain to my dear daughter why females bleed every month." my mom whispers to my aunt. "Well pansy it was decided that us females have to much bitcheyness, evil, sassy, bossy, as you say female qualities, so it was decided that it had to be drained once a month." aunty rolanda explains with a wicked glint in her eyes. "If you don't mind why are you wearing a survivor collar?" "oh, well i went through something like you went through." she explains touching her collar. "Pansy do you want to sleep with us tonight?" my mom asks, opening her arms. "I think that i should get used to sleeping in the nursery." i explain kissing her cheek and hedding up stairs. I crawl in bed with blaise because I can never sleep without him. I fall asleep with Blaise spooning me and his arm over my waist. I was cuddling his arm like a pillow. "Pansy, Blaise wake up." we were woken up by draco shaking us awake. "This is always happening." draco explains to the confused twins. "How did pansy get into the boys dorms?'' George asks. "You know that the slides are only in gryffindor because the rest of the houses actually have sense." blaise explains as he looks for the littles only to hear "well fuck you too harry i dont care that" "why the hell would say fuck you to me you know what fuck you lee." "boys you know what we say about curse words." i say walking to harry and try to pick him up. "Fuck off blaise." "harry james prince. You are in a lot of trouble and we will talk about this later. Same for you lee." blaise yells at the fighting boys. "You have no control over me.'' Harry yells which is a big mistake tipping off liaise. "Harry, Lee, get over here right now. Like now run." i hiss at the frightened boys. They run over to me and I take them out of the room and send them to the nursery. I go back in the room, lock the door, and go behind Blaise and give him a hug. "Pansy why did he do that?'' Blaise asks, taking a deep breath. "He is a moody teenager who was in a fight with someone who is like his brother. Hey face me.'' I say turn him around. "Ok breath with me. One, in, two, out.'' I say as we breathe together and blaise calms down. "I have an idea.'' I say pull out a small radio. "What song." "survivor" blaise says so i turn it on. I start singing "I'm Da Brat-tat-tat, my homeboy Den on the track
And we gon' lay you flat on yo' back
When the beat-boom-boom-pat-pat like that, ya heard me?
We comin' in this game like some survivor's
And we leavin' this game like some survivor's
So from now, until we dead and gone
We gon' be some survivors, ya heard me?
Beyonce, where are you at? Uh!" than blaise joins in with "Now that you're outta my life, I'm so much better
You thought that I'd be weak without ya, but I'm stronger
You thought that I'd be broke without ya, but I'm richer
You thought that I'd be sad without ya, I love harder
You thought I wouldn't grow without ya, now I'm wiser!
You thought that I'd be helpless without ya but I'm smarter
You thought that I'd be stressed without ya, but I'm chillin'
You thought I wouldn't sell without ya, sold nine million" we both scream "I'm a survivor (what), I'm not gon' give up (what)
I'm not gon' stop (what), I'm gon' work harder (what)
I'm a survivor (what), I'm gonna make it (what)
I will survive (what), keep on survivin' (what)
I'm a survivor (what), I'm not gon' give up (what)
I'm not gon' stop (what), I'm gon' work harder (what)
I'm a survivor (what), I'm gonna make it (what)
I will survive (what), keep on survivin' (what)
Wishin' you the best, pray that you are blessed
Much success, no stress, and lots of happiness
(I'm better than that) I'm not gon' blast you on the radio
(I'm better than that) I'm not gon' lie on you and your family, oh
(I'm better than that) I'm not gon' hate on you in the magazines
(I'm better than that) I'm not gonna' compromise my Christianity
(I'm better than that) you know I'm not gonna' diss you on the internet
'Cause my momma taught me better than that!
I'm a survivor (what), I'm not gon' give up (what)
I'm not gon' stop (what), I'm goin' work harder (what)
I'm a survivor (what), I'm gonna make it (what)
I will survive (what), keep on survivin' (what)
Uh
Now I dun' been through the storm and the rain
Climbed up the rough side and got tough at times
But I remain, if I got the stuff to shine
And pull out the pump, protect mine
Survive in the game, hate on me 'cause you lame
They don't ever see your face or say your name
No more pain for me, no more misery, 'cause you history
I'm a hold on to what I got
Strap on to my perfection, strap on protection
My own direction, born to be the best at what I do
I'ma make it through, stompin' like a soldier in my big black boots
I keep 'em "Jumpin', Jumpin', " stayin' funky, funky for you
No matter who's that man that walk out of your life
You don't need 'em, don't be no heater
Long as I'm still breathin', not leavin' for no reason
Seen them come and go, one switch, they not gold
No house no mo', not even a condo
As long as I know how to love, I'm a stay alive
No need your game or style
They can't tame me 'cause I'm wild, not ashamed of staying' down
Can the rain sit, and 'em things chromed out, spit
And in my game, no doubt, I get paid in a big way, survivor!
I'm a survivor (what), I'm not gon' give up (what)
I'm not gon' stop (what), I'm gon' work harder (what)
I'm a survivor (what), I'm gonna make it (what)
I will survive (what), keep on survivin' (what)
I'm a survivor (what), I'm not gon' give up (what)
I'm not gon' stop (what), I'm gon' work harder (what)
I'm a survivor (what), I'm gonna make it (what)
I will survive (what), keep on survivin' (what)
I'm a survivor (what), I'm not gon' give up (what)
I'm not gon' stop (what), I'm gon' work harder (what)
I'm a survivor (what), I'm gonna make it (what)
I will survive (what), keep on survivin' (what)
I'm a survivor (what), I'm not gon' give up (what)
I'm not gon' stop (what), I'm gon' work harder (what)
I'm a survivor (what), I'm gonna make it (what)
I will survive (what), keep on survivin' (what)"  "that reminds me of days in the snake den." blaise said hugging me. "Let's go to class today, remember?" I say dragging Blaise to the door. I put my finger to my lips get really close to the door put my wand at my throat and yell "BLOODY MURDER." "merlin's beard." uncle sevie yelps. As we open the door everyone is at the door eavesdropping.

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