The mask I've chosen

Helping some people out, because why not?

Hear me out, I'm so done

I can't understand myself and this feelings that keep coming randomly to my chest so I just don't try anymore

So, if you ask me how I feel don't be mad at me because I'll just answer that I feel

~Naruto's P.O.V~

I've never been this annoyed in all of my life... I don't even why I'm annoyed but I am 

I felt the warmth of the sun in all of my face so it must be already morning

"So I am alive today too?" I thought out loud not bothering bother to get up

"Yes you are, so you better go down and be alive for breakfast" Someone said and I felt a presence leave the room

What happened yesterday?

Oh right, I sealed Sai and then headed back to the others

Seems like all of us forgot that the bridge builder was still with us, when Zabuza appeared in the bridge I had to shushin him too since it was our mission protecting him, so he really decided to stay there watching the whole thing in silence huh?

Then I just brought us back to the bridge and headed to the house, some of them stayed behind while Tazuna-san kept working but the ones that came with me didn't bother directing me a word

And that's how I ended sleeping the rest of the afternoon and waking here in my shared room, so the one who just left the room must be Sasuke

Also I feel a weird sensation in my stomach, must be because like I said before, I'm annoyed or at least I think that's what I feel

But it's just weird,  because I dropped the mask so I shouldn't be feeling anything

In any case, if I had to guess maybe some of the actions of my fake self still do effect on me so I'll just have to bear with this strange feeling until I go back to normal

I walked down the stairs and everyone seemed to be already eating around the table

"Ohayo" Surprisingly it was Inari who said that and he was smiling really...  brightly? wasn't he supposed to hate me?

"Ohayo" I responded with the most respectful voice I could afford 

"Oh Naruto, your breakfast is in the kitchen" Tsunami-san said while she smiled warmly at me too

"Arigato Tsunami-san" I bowed my head and walked to the kitchen but instead of eating my breakfast I took out a scroll and sealed it

'Oi kit, you ok?' Kurama asked seemly waking up

'Yeah, just not hungry' was my answer, I don't know why but I feel that if I try to eat now I'll just puke it

'Let's say I believe you'  he sighed and I walked out of the kitchen and sat in the corner of the room

The others didn't seem to notice my presence and if they did my guess it's that they ignored it, so I just sat there in silence as I focused my sensory to search any signs of the enemy

...

"-ruto... Naruto!!" Sakura seemed to be calling me for a while, so I snapped out of my thoughts and came to notice that everyone was staring at me

I lifted my head from the floor and looked at her, signaling that she could continue

"Since our mission here is finished, we'll start moving again so go and pack your things baka" she finished and I just nodded