I woke up the next morning and I was so tired. I looked at the clock and it was almost 12pm. I got out of bed and went to the kitchen. I couldn't find Stefan so I kept looking around. He would have told me he was leaving.
"Stefan" I called out
"In my office" he yelled back
Ohh I forgot he had a office. I walked in and I haven't been in his office.
"Good morning" he said
"Morning" I replied
"You were so tired last night" he said
"What time did i go to bed?" I asked
"Around 11ish after I had to drag you to eat dinner" he said
"Oh god" I said laughing a bit
"You were really tired" he said
"Yeah, I've been tired before during fashion week but never this tired" I replied
"Maybe you're body is telling to take some time off" he said
"Like I could, this is my job and I can't just tell me agent in the middle of the season I need time off. I just have to wait till Christmas" I replied
"I bet you're agent will understand" he said
"I don't know, I'm not scheduled for anything else for this week. I'll catch up on sleep this week then" I replied
"You need to" he replied giving me a stern but sympathetic look.
"I gotta go back to my apartment, I can't leave rocky alone for took long since I didn't walk him" I said
"Ok, but eat breakfast first" he said
"Ok" I replied
We made breakfast and I quickly ate it then headed back to my apartment. I reached my building and went up to my floor. I was rushing to get to rocky because I didn't want another issue that I bumped into someone and my purse fell including everything in it
"Sorry" I said
"No it's my fault" he said
I knew that voice, it was the same voice who hurt before
Andrew.
I quickly picked up my stuff, with him helping trying to help, but I did most of the picking stuff up. I quickly got up and rushed to my apartment. I didn't bother checking if I missed anything I just needed to get out of there. I opened my door and quickly shut it and locked it.
I was able to breathe but i felt very restricted.
Why was he back again? I thought that was going to be a one time run in. I felt pain again, I thought I was done with him. I couldn't do this again.
I was playing with my mother's ring when it hit me. He could have seen the ring, and he would right it's me. I took it off and put it next to me.
My body started giving up, my body slid down to the floor, my back pressing on my door. I knew I was going to be found it was just the matter of time.
I couldn't do this anymore, I couldn't keep hiding, I tried and tried but my past caught up. I didn't want to do this anymore.
Rocky kept whining but I was no mood in walking him so laid down a pee pad for him and went to my room. I didn't want to feel this pain anymore, I didn't want to do this anymore.
I closed my blinds, turned on my fan and went on my bed. In my sleep I don't feel anything, in my sleep I didn't have to focus on the reality.
I cried myself to sleep, I let it all out. I was emotionally, and physically drained
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