My New Identity (editing)

Chapter 64-I tested it

"I know it's you, Lexi" he said

I dropped rocky's leash

No no no this can't be. I never got it say goodbye to Stefan or Lizzie or Liam or Zach.

"H-h-how" I asked shaky. I couldn't form sentences barely words

"I first noticed the ring then I bumped into you and grabbed the hair brush and checked it" he said

I knew he found out by the ring, but I didn't know he took my brush I didn't notice.

Shit

I can't do this, not now, not ever.

"I-I-I can't do this" I said shaky

I really couldn't do this.

"I want to talk and I know you don't want to but you have my number, and I want to explain what happened and your brothers don't know and won't know" he said

I was a bit relived but I still I felt confined and getting harder to breathe.

He turned around and headed to the elevator.

"I hope I'll get the call because I'm sorry Lexi, I truly am" he replied

He went in the elevator and I opened my door and went in.

Rocky kept bringing his paw up and scratching my leg to help me try controlling my upcoming panic attack, but I couldn't.

I couldn't control it, I started sweating, and my chest felt restricted. I opened my door and shut it to go to Julia's. She would understand hopefully know how it cope since Stefan helped her cope. I banged on it until she opened.

"Stassie?" She questioned

"P-p-ann-I-I-ick atta-c-c-k" I said trying to form words.

She grabbed my arm and pulled me in closed the door.

"The 5-4-3-2-1 method" she said

She tried to help calm me down but it didn't help.

"I'm calling Stefan" she said

Come on stassie, you got this. You can calm down, but in reality I couldn't.

"Stassie, Stefan will be here in 15 minutes. Try thinking of your happy place, think of you and Stefan hanging out" she said

I tried to think and calm myself down but nothing helped.

What felt like hours Stefan finally came. I was sitting on the floor panicking and trying to calm myself down but nothing would help.

"What happened?" He asked worriedly

"I don't know, she kept banging on my door and I tried helping but nothing was helping" she said

Stefan bent down and look at me

"Stassie breathe, it's okay, you're all right" he said

I wasn't okay

"Hey, hey listen to my heart beat" he said putting my head on his chest so I could hear the heart beat