My New Identity (editing)

Chapter 95-the roof

"Stassie" I heard

I turned around and it was Jenna

"I'm sorry" she said running to me and giving me a hug. I broke down in her arms. It was like when I heard about my parents death.

"I lost the baby and I can't have kids" I cried

"I'm sorry baby, it's okay" she said

"I can't have kids anymore, my body can't handle it" she said

"Hey hey it's okay. Calm down" she said rubbing my back.

"It feels like I lost a piece of me" I said

It was like losing my parents all over again.

"It felt like my parents death all over again" I cried

"I know, I know. Look at me" she said

I looked up to her

"I know this hurts, I know it feels like your parents death again but you're strong. You can still have kids either if it's not from your own body. I know you wanted to, but you have to look at it this way. It's going to be hard but you will be okay" she said

She was right, I was going to be okay. I was okay after my parents death, I will be okay soon but not now.

"When will I stop getting hurt" I said

"Soon, I promise" she said

We sat on the roof talking about this and her trying to cheer me up and telling me it will be alright. After for a while we went back to the apartment. I didn't want to talk so I went straight to bed

Stefan's p.o.v.

Stassie walked out of the apartment, she needed space which I understood why. She was hurt and there wasn't nothing we could do.

She was probably at the basketball court that's where she thinks and blows off steam. I knew she was safe there. After giving her some time I decided to go check up on her and talk. I go to the basketball courts and she isn't there. I checked downstairs and wasn't there either.

I called Lizzie to see if stassie was with them and she said no. I remember having Jenna's number in my phone so I called her

"Jenna hi it's Stefan. Is stassie with you?" I asked frantically

"No sorry" she replied

"Do you know where she might be?" I asked

"Depends what mood she's in." She said

"Very sad, like got bad news" I replied

"Have you checked the roof, that's her comfort spot" she replied

"Oh okay thank you" I said

"Wait if you don't mind me asking what happened, whenever she's on the roof it's bad" she said

"She had a miscarriage and we found out that she can't have her own kid naturally. She's infertile" I replied

"Shit, she must be devastated. Do you want me to talk to her?" She asked

"I don't know if she wants to see anyone" I said

"She's taking it out on herself, I know stassie. But it's up too you" she said

"Ok, please come as soon as you can" I said

"I will, I'm leaving right now" she said

"Ok see you then" I replied

I hung up the phone and went to the roof to make sure she was there. I opened the door silently and saw her, I was relieved she was up here but she was hurting. I know that Jenna can help, I rather have her here because we are both hurting and she needs her best friend.