My New Identity (editing)

Chapter 75-Psychiatrist

Stassie's p.o.v.

Stefan has been with me for the past week. I have barely gotten up, it was hard for me it get up. It's everyday I find something new about my family.

"This isn't healthy" Stefan said

"Yeah and having an arranged marriage is legal" I said

"You've been sitting on this couch for the past week. You haven't taken a shower, you only get up to go to the bathroom. You know you need to get up" he said

"What's the point Stefan" I said

"Ok, stassie you're not going to like this but you need the harsh reality. You sitting here and moping around isn't going to do shit. I understand you found out what your father did but what can you do. This already happened and you can't change the past. You're in pain but you sitting here and doing nothing is going to cause more pain. So get the fuck up stassie, or I will call your brothers myself" he said

"You wouldn't dare" I said

"I would, I'm just looking out for you. I know you hate this situation but it's reality and I hate it. So do you but we can't do anything besides continue moving forward" he said

"I just don't know what to do anymore. My family is so messed up, I don't know what was true anymore" I said

"Your family is special but you can't change that. You have to forget what happened and continue moving. You can't go backwards and if you do you end up just getting hurt more and more" he said

It's true, I couldn't go backwards and he was right

"And if you want we have a psychiatrist you can talk to" he said

It brought flashbacks of going to dr jones and Aidan finding out everything I said

"I can't" I said

"Why" he asked

"Last time I went to one he told Aidan everything, I was forced to go" I said

"That's not how I do it. Everything you say to her will be kept confidential and I will not know anything. Only she knows" he said

I trusted Stefan and I know he wouldn't try that

"Ok" I said

"When do you want to make an appointment" he asked

"Whenever she's available" I replied

"Ok, let me give her a call" he said

"Ok" I replied

He made the call and came back to the couch

"Ok, your appointment is tomorrow at 4:30" he said

"Ok" I said

"Now get up, you need a shower" he said

I shook my head no

"Do I need to pick you up?" He questioned

I hid under the blanket

I felt Stefan's hands picking me up and throwing me over his shoulders.

This bitch

We got to the bathroom and he put me on the chair while he turned on the water. I was in no mood to shower but I knew how persistent Stefan was

"Arms up" he said

I put my arms up and he took off my shirt, then my shorts and my underwear and sports bra. He's seen me nude before so it didn't bother me and I didn't care anymore.