breakup sex?

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"Kayc you know we shouldn't be doing this." Sean muffled between kisses. Kaycee ignored his comment as she pulled them both down on his bed, lips still connected with his. Sean couldn't help but continuing to kiss her. He was turned on by her boldness and roughness. He was so drowned in the moment that he almost forgot about their situation.

Sean and Kaycee had broken up their 5 month long relationship because they couldn't keep up with the other person as a significant other and their busy schedules. Sean was going on a month long tour while Kaycee was busy wrapping up her show on Brat. But both It had been seven moths since they had split, and they still hadn't got back together mentally yet, but physically, they had been for weeks.

It all started when they had to work on a project for youtube. It had been a long rehearsal at Sean's apartment but when it was time to go home, a storm started and there was an amber alert, which meant she was going to have to sleep over. Everything started out normal. Kaycee had borrowed a t-shirt and sweatpants. They had dinner, watched a movie, and went to bed, Sean letting Kaycee take his while he went to the couch.

Flashback

"Sean really it's okay I can take the couch." I try convincing Sean. I know it would never work, Sean's way too much of a gentleman but hey, I could at least try. I already feel bad about him having to do this project with his ex who broke up with him, now I have to sleep over? And on top of all of that he's giving me his bed. Sean is incredibly nice. "Now what kind of friend would I be if you did that?" Ouch. Friend? I mean we got along with each other and weren't together anymore, so technically we were friends. But its still hard hearing that specific word coming from his mouth.

I nod my head giving in. We say our goodnights and I make my way to his room. A path of turns and doors I know all too well. After climbing into bed and turning the lights off, I decide I should at least try to get some sleep. Maybe it can make me feel less guilty about the whole situation.

I close my eyes for a few minutes and try staying as still as possible, but why am I not falling asleep yet. "UGH" I groan while turning myself around to sleep on my other side. Maybe that will be the solution to my problem. Nope. After minutes of closing my eyes in that position, I'm still not even drifting off.

I know the real reason why I can't sleep. As much as I wanted to deny it, the real reason I couldn't fall asleep was because Sean wasn't here with me. I already have trouble sleeping without someone by my side some times. And by someone I mean Sean. And now I'm in his bed, wide awake, and craving him.

I had two options. Go get Sean and bring him so we can sleep comfortably together just like old times, or lay here all night and be exhausted when you wake up. I sigh as I find myself pulling the comforter off and heading towards the living room.

"Babe? oh- erm- i mea-" "Yes?" He responds anyways. He couldn't help but make me blush as I saw him in gray sweatpants and no shirt. I start panicking to myself as I tried to come up with words to say. "You know what? It's actually pretty stupid so I'll just be on my way." I say trying to hurry out of there before I embarrass myself any farther. "Kaycee..." He says stopping me in my tracks and turning myself around to face him again.

"What do you need?" He laughs. It was either tell him and he can offer himself, or Zapelon. Welp might as well take the chance, right? "I uhm-" I gulp before finishing the rest of my sentence. "I can't sleep" He sighs as I see him catching on to what I'm trying to get at but knowing Sean, he wouldn't make it that easy for me. "Oh. And what would you like me to do about that?" He asks with a grin on his face. Instead of making a fool of myself any longer by using my words, I walked straight up to him. He looked up at me from where he was sitting and he took that as his cue to finally sit up.

I grab his hand and pull him off the couch and to his bedroom. We could barely close the door before Sean was grabbing my waist and pushing me against the wall looking down to my eyes and my lips.

"Well this wasn't my plan." I giggled. I was no longer nervous. I somehow feel more comfortable under his grab on me than actually communicating with him. That shouldn't be good, but who cares at the moment, I might be having sex tonight for the first time since our breakup. "Well it's my plan." He whispers as he leans down capturing my lip in the most passionate kiss I've had in- well that was probably the most passionate kiss I've ever had if I'm being honest.

If it wasn't for my need of oxygen, I probably wouldn't of had pulled away. we both were softly panting from what just happened. After a few seconds I looked back up at him and he immediately picked me up and we start making out again. I wrapped my legs around him as I pull his hair. He carries me over to his bed and flops us both down starting the night off.



Back to present time:

"Kayc." He finally pulls back from me. "What?" She finally answered. "You know what." Sean sighed. "This can't be healthy. Two exes coming to each other for sex and saying goodbye." She sat up half bare. "Yeah I know." Kaycee admits. After sitting in silence trying to figure out what so say or do, Kaycee gives in to admitting why this whole thing really started.

"Sean can I tell you something?" She asks before she could regret it. "Of course." Kaycee took a deep breath before blurting out her next sentence. "I'm falling for you again. Actually scratch that, I fell for you. I did weeks ago ever since our first time doing this. I just felt like there was no way you could ever actually really love me back after what I did to you by ending things months ago and you had already moved on, so I thought that this would be the closest way to... I guess pretending things were like they used to be. And I know this sounds stupid but what I'm trying to say is that I-. Okay the way I feel is that I-, I-"

Sean stopped me before I could finish by kissing me softly. I could feel his lips pull into a smile before pulling away. "I love you too Kaycee. I really do." He whispered as our foreheads were still touching. Kaycee couldn't help but blush from this cute moment she has been dreaming of for who knows how long.

"So does this mean you can be my boyfriend again?" She laughed. "Yes, yes, a million times yes." Sean answered kissing her again. "Great so can we get back to the sex. I was kinda turned on." She asked. Sean laughed as he pushed her down against the pillow again into a kiss. It wasn't soft this time. It was rough, just how she liked it during sex.


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