I'm a Sucker for Pain

chapter 4

CHAPTER 4

KIMBERLY’S P.O.V

Panas saya! All kinds of  larvae is boiling inside me… anytime ni volcano erruption…

BERTUNANG SAMA SI UNCLE PSYCHO?!

No way! No way! 😡

Tulah kau kasi main-main si Karter hari tu pasal mau cari husband di KK kan, Kimberly… kata-kata tu sebahagian daripada doa… padan muka kau!

Tapi kalau mau laki pun, janganlah bah kasi saya si psycho!

PLEASE, GOD!!!

I won’t even get to live pass30 kalau saya kahwin dia… kalau saya tidak mati of heart attack, saya akan mati of high blood pressure…

kalau saya tidak mati kerana penyakit, saya akan mati kerana bunuh diri… itupun selepas saya bunuh dia dulu… biar sama-sama mati!!

Mau kan jadi Romeo & Juliet sangat! Bah mari mati sama-sama, London setan!

“ARGGHH!!” saya teriak…

Malas saya mau join the party sudah… saya masuk dapur to get a glass of cold water….

“continuing your screams that you left off in the washroom earlier?” Daddy Harren!

“daddy Harren… you have to believe me!” saya merayu… “kami tiada buat apa-apa… dia gila saja tu!”

“it doesn’t sound like it, Kimberly…” keras suara daddy Harren…ugh! Sakit hati saya…
“I don’t want to tunang with him!” saya memberontak…

“you should have thought about that earlier before masuk dalam tandas sama-sama kan?” daddy Harren ni ah, tidak mau percaya bah… “I’m very liberal, Kimberly… but I’m a very conservative person when it comes to this kind of thing… and your dad and brothers would have the same mind… at least it’s only an engagement… do you want your dad to get involve?”

NO!! 2x5 saja daddy Harren and my dad… and my dad would do the same what daddy Harren did to Holly! Dad will force me to marry…

“we hardly even know each other…” memuncung mulut saya… saya terbang pulang ni sekarang…! Tapi daddy Harren confirm akan call my dad…

“love can come after marriage…” what the hell?! Love? he expect to fall in love with London the psycho?! No, no, no…! “look at Holly and Jason…”

“they had sex before marriage, not love after marriage!” ternaik gila saya…

“you had it just now…” OMG! Macamana bah saya mau kasi masuk dalam kepala Daddy Harren ni?

“whateverlah, daddy…” jam berapa sudah ni? Pening sudah kepala saya…

Mana si Holly tu? Gete betul mau melekat saja sama laki dia, benci saya…

I will do anything! ANYTHING! To stop this engagement… 😠

Biarlah masuk penjara sekalipun saya sanggup… I smiled to myself… hmmm... penjara...

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A week after kejadian balas dendam saya tuang minyak kapak di kopi si psycho....

I laughed to myself everytime saya teringat muka si uncle psycho masa dia terminum kopi cap minyak kapak dia… 🤣

-flashback-

Punya ganas muka dia macam dia mau cekik saya hidup-hidup ni…

“Buuuhukkk!! Buuuhukkk!!” tersembur semua tu kopi dari mulut dia…