So Close

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I was so close.
So close of letting go.

Going away from everything.
Escaping.

But why?
Why couldn't I leave?
Why was it so hard?
Who was I waiting for?
What was I waiting for?

It couldn't be nothing else.
Because I had it.
I had it all.
Everything a person would dream of.

But it's the terror of three words.
"I don't know"

I don't know what to do anymore.
But this is my opinion.
To sleep forever.

Away from everything,
Everyone.
Life is the last thing I need,
And may God bless someone with this life I had.

Because it's everything a homeless child would beg for.
And I don't deserve it.
So I'll gladly give it up.

But still, I stopped,
With hesitation,
There's something of someone stopping me.
And I know for sure.

But where are you?
Who are you?
What are you?
Would you break this curse?

Or my only option would be,
To let go and sleep forever.

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