What exactly am I feeling right now? One word: Emptiness. I'm numb and empty. I don't know what to feel or how to feel it, or how am I supposed to know? Well, they say your mind would tell what you're feeling. Hahaha! My mind's out of control right now, so you should come back in like never; you'd never get an answer from there, so it's useless. My mind's not feeling a thing, it's numb and emotionless.
"Ask your heart," they say again, and so I tried.
But what did I hear? Silence.
So, I listened to my heart to hear silence? I wasted my effort and time to listen to silence? No! That's unfair, how much longer am I to wait? I want answers! I want to know why am I like this! I want know what is my fault! I want to hear what I did and why or how! I never asked to be like this. Or did I?
Do I really deserve all this? Am I that bad at the end of the day? Yeah, I guess I am, then what is the real reason? Why do I have to feel empty? Can't I be like all the normal human beings?
...but then I finally got my answers...
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Eunoia • Book One
Poetrycurrently - completed. ❝ 𝑯𝒆 𝒘𝒂𝒔 𝒎𝒚 𝒓𝒐𝒔𝒆, 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝑰, 𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒐𝒓𝒏𝒔 ❞ Book One of Eunoia (Beautiful Thinking). A book with words dipped in emotions of a young soul. A book of different genres of poems and so on, but it's also just an...
