need - charli d'amelio

introduction

I kept feeling like I needed something, like something is missing, absent, not here.
not knowing what it is was driving me crazy.
these past nights I didn't sleep so well.
I couldn't.
my heart was screaming, trying to tell me something.
but I didn't fully understand.
I could tell it needed some kind of feeling.
I kept wondering what made my heart feel so empty, what was is it craving so badly?
what do I need?
what do I crave?

then it hit me.
I know what I need.

her.

at that moment, I needed her with me.
I needed her comfort, more than anything.
I craved her touch, wanted to feel her lips against mine.
all I wanted was to tell her how I feel.
how I felt at that moment.
how much I wanted to share my thoughts.
just let the secret go.
I needed to tell her how I feel, so badly.
but I couldn't.
after all, you can't have everything...
I can't have her....

Charli.

I need Charli.

I need my best friend.
and not in a best friend's kind of way...

I wish I wasn't so insecure...
I wish I could tell her...
but I can't.

why am I so desperate?

need.

a fan fiction where
y/n has fallen for Charli
and tries to figure
her feeling out

or

a fan fiction where Charli
tries to figure out her sexuality
and hide her true feelings

~characters~

protagonists

(quick note: the character that will be presented as you won't have a face claim, or any specific physical features that will be mentioned in this story. meaning, the character could represent anyone no matter how they look like. you can imagine y/n as yourself, or really anyone you want to. it's up to you)

y/n y/l/n

(Optional: If you have a middle name include it too)

16 y. o
contact name in Charli's phone: "my baby👶🏻❤"
the helplessly in love

"I just can't stop thinking about her Dix, she won't leave my mind, no matter what"

Charli Grace D'amelio

16 y. o
contact name: "baby charchar❤🧋"
the "confused"

" 'why would you think that dixie? me and y/n are just friends. nothing more'
or are we? "

main characters

Dixie Jane D'amelio
17 y. o
contact name: "dix pix🤭📸"
the too much understanding sister

" 'char, it is okay to feel like you are attracted to a girl, to your best friend, it is normal, and I completelyunderstand you.' and I did understand, more than I wanted to. "

Addison Rae Easterling
17 y. o
contact name: "Addy"
the distant

"'y/n I really want to be friends with you, I just don't know you that well'"

chase hudson
17 y.o
contact name: "chase ew🤮"
the forcefull

Chase Hudson
17 y. o
contact name: "Chase ew🤮"
the forceful

"'I know you love me Charli, just accept your feelings.'"

and other tiktokers who will be side charecters.

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dislcaimer: this story is completely fictional. i am in no way assuming the sexuallity of any if the charecters. and non of this happened in reality, every event in this story is made up. the e characters that they are represented by are completely different. so if a charecter does somthing in the story, it does not mean the real life person is like that.

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hi!
my name's inbar and this is my first story ever!
soo there are a couple of reasons why i'm starting this...
1. i have a crush on charli. like the biggest crush ever i can't help it
2. im bored af
3. i started imagining this story in my dreams and i feel like i have to do something with it. idk.
4. i love reading charli×you stories so i decided to try and make one!
also i can't find new stories to read lmao

this maybe won't be good idk
we'll see🙂