i'm just expressing how i feel right now so you can skip through.
do you ever just doubt everything in life? like everything is going so good but there's this gut feeling that's something about to go wrong my head starts hurting so much at random times. i'm trying to control myself from crying and i'm putting so much pressure in making sure that i'm not expressing how i feel in front of my friends or during online school. it's like i'm trapped or something. i have friends but it's not like anyone ever realises how you really feel. like deep down you know you aren't okay but you still store it away to not make yourself look weak ig. what i don't get is why people think it's a good idea to send death threats to a person. like what the fuck is wrong with you. especially when you know how it feels. it just hits another spot. and sometimes you just want to let it all out but you don't want sympathy or pity.
